"And damn you, too, Claire Randall Fraser, while I'm at it!" he said. "Damn right I begrudge! I grudge every memory of yours that doesna hold me, and every tear ye've shed for another, and every second you've spend in another man's bed! Damn you!" He knocked the brandy class from my hand - accidentally, I think - pulled me to him and kissed me hard. He drew back enough to shake me again. "You're mine, damn ye, Claire Fraser! Mine, and I wilna share ye, with a man or a memory, or anything whawtever, so long as we both shall live. You'll no mention the man's name to me again. D'ye hear?" He kissed me fiercely to emphasize the point."