"No. I like to listen to music, but only the kind you play--absolute music, the kind where you can feel someone rattling the gates of Heaven and Hell. I think I like music because it has so little to do with morality. Everything else is moral or immoral, and I am looking for something that isn't. Morality has only ever made me suffer. I'm not expressing myself very well. -- Did you know that there needs to be a god who is god and devil at once? I have heard it said that there once was a god like that." The"