He wished he could step inside Jade's mind. It had been all he could do to pull away when he'd only wanted to deepen the kiss. When his fingers had ached to thread into her hair, skim the smooth planes of her face. He deserved a flipping trophy. He had to go slow. There was too much at stake. He couldn't scare her away. Already he was afraid his feelings were apparent in the reverence of the kiss, in the way he couldn't tear his eyes from her beautiful face. He