"June 15: Norma Jeane writes to Grace McKee Goddard, "Of course I know that if it hadn't been for you we might not have never been married and I know I owe you a lot for that fact alone, besides countless others. . . . I love Jimmie in a different way I suppose than anyone, and I know I shall never be happy with anyone else as long as I live, and I know he feels the same toward me. So you see we are really very happy together, that is of course, when we can be together. We both miss each other terribly." Marilyn later suggested she was trying to please Grace."