"You're afraid to count on me." "I'm afraid of not being able to count on me." There is a hint of emotion in his stare before his expression becomes unreadable. He drops his hand from my arm. "I understand," he states, his voice monotone, his expression impassive. I think I've hurt him, and reality slaps me in the face. I've let myself think of him as some kind of demon, to avoid the real demons of my past. In two small steps I am in front of him, wrapping my arms around him, and pressing my cheek to his chest. "I don't think you realize how much I care about you, or how easily and badly you could hurt me." I lift my head and let him see the truth in my face. "So yes, I'm scared to count on you." Tension eases from his body, his expression softening. He runs his hand over my hair and there is gentleness in his touch. "Then we'll be scared together." "You're scared?" I ask, surprised by such a confession. "You're the best adrenaline rush of my life, baby. Far better than the pain you replaced." For the first time, I think that maybe, just maybe, I am all Chris needs."