But Anne was asking herself why being queen mattered so much, when the chance for true love was hers for the seizing. And always she came back to the argument that the crown was hers for the seizing too. She had never seen marriage alone as an especially fulfilling estate for women. She had always wanted more in life - and more than she had ever dreamed of would soon, God willing, be in her grasp. There was so much that she could accomplish as queen.