"I have found that to tell the truth is the hardest thing on earth. Harder than fighting in a war, harder than taking part in a revolution. "If you try it, you will find that at times sweat will break upon you. You will find that even if you succeed in discounting the attitudes of others to you and your life, you must wrestle with yourself most of all. Fight with yourself. Because there will surge up in you a strong desire to alter facts, to dress up your feelings.