"Can I kiss you?" It was said so shyly, so hesitantly, that I ached with it. "You want to?" I asked quietly. He nodded once, a little jerk of his head. "I guess that's all right," I said. "I'm not your first." "No." "And you're not mine." "No," I said, jaw tense. "But you're the only one that matters. So, it's like it's the first. For the both of us."