"You were five or six, Raf. When you washed up on the rocks below you were in shock, you had hypothermia, you'd seen slaughter at close quarters, you'd drifted for heaven only knows how long in the cold Atlantic, you were alone. You're not a forgetter, you're a survivor. I think it's a miracle you remember anything at all." Rafiq takes a clipping of his own hair, fallen onto his thigh, and rubs it moodily between his finger and thumb. I think back to that spring night. It was calm and warm for April, which probably saved Rafiq's life. Aoife and Orvar had only died the autumn before, and Lorelei was a mess. So was I, but I had to pretend not to be, for Lorelei's sake."