Mnogie gody, na samom dele bol'shuiu chast' svoei soznatel'noi zhizni, ia ostorozhno skol'zila nad podzemnymi vodami skuki i otchaian'ia, ot kotorykh menia otdelial lish' tonkii sloi voobrazheniia. Ostanovis' ia slishkom nadolgo, poddaisia zhelaniiu peredokhnut', ia by provalilas'. Poetomu ia delala serezhki, khodila v kluby i v kino, perekrashivala volosy.