"The Relics" I slipped them into my friend's palm -- the tiny crucifix, and dove, from off my mother's pendant watch -- and I asked her to walk them up through the brush toward timberline, and find a place to hurl them, for safekeeping. Now, she writes, "I walked up the canyon at dusk, warm, with a touch of fall blowing down the canyon, came to an outcrop, above a steep drop -- far below, a seasonal creek, green willows. I stood on a boulder and held out my hand. I wished your mother all the love in the world, and I sent the talismans flying off the cliff. They were so small, and the wind was blowing, so I never saw or heard them land." My mother is where I cannot find her, she is gone beyond recall, she lies in her sterling shapes light as the most weightless bone in the body, her stirrup bone, which was ground up and sown into the sea. I do not know what a soul is, I think of it as the smallest, the core, civil right. And she is wild now with it, she touches and is touched by no one knows -- down, or droppings of a common nighthawk, root of bird's foot fern, antenna of Hairstreak or Echo Azure, or stepped on by the huge translucent Jerusalem cricket. There was something deeply right about the physical elements -- atoms, and cells, and marrow -- of my mother's body, when I was young, and now her delicate insignias receive the direct