The most important reason I'd changed my plan, however, had been Caroline. Jerry Carmichael's complete lack of human decency, as well as any sense of parental responsibility -- much less love -- had shaken her. I'd been up-close-and-personal with a hundred guys like Jerry Carmichael. They had jaded me about human beings and what they were capable of. Nothing that had come out of Jerry's mouth shocked me; surprised me, perhaps, but not shocked me. Caroline knew what people were capable of too, but her personality and her sunshine-and-wonder approach to life usually managed to keep those thoughts at bay. She needed to get Jerry out of her system.