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Here's what's not beautiful about it: from here, you can't see the rust or the cracked paint or whatever, but you can tell what the place really is. You can see how fake it all is. It's not even hard enough to be made out of plastic. It's a paper town. I mean, look at it, Q: look at all those culs-de-sac, those streets that turn in on themselves, all the houses that were built to fall apart. All those paper people living in their paper houses, burning the future to stay warm. All the paper kids drinking beer some bum bought for them at the paper convenience store. Everyone demented with the mania of owning things. All the things paper-thin and paper-frail. And all the people, too. I've lived here for eighteen years and I have never once in my life come across anyone who cares about anything that matters.
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things-that-matter
paper-towns
nerdfighters
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John Green |
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Maybe all the strings inside him broke.
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paper
towns
quentin
paper-towns
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John Green |
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Tonight, darling, we are going to right a lot of wrongs. And we are going to wrong some rights. The first shall be last; the last shall be first; the meek shall do some earth-inheriting. But before we can radically reshape the world, we need to shop.
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margo
paper-towns
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John Green |
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I leave, and the leaving is so exhilarating I know I can never go back. But then what? Do I just keep leaving places, and leaving them, and leaving them, tramping a perpetual journey?
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paper-towns
leaving
sad
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John Green |
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"My heart is really pounding," I said. "That's how you know you're having fun," Margo said."
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margo-roth-spiegelman
quentin-jacobsen
paper-towns
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John Green |
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The fundamental mistake I had always made - and that she had, in fairness, always led me to make - was this: Margo was not a miracle. She was not an adventure. She was not a fine and precious thing. She was a girl.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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"It's more impressive," I said out loud. "From a distance, I mean. You can't see the wear on things, you know? You can't see the rust or the weeds or the paint cracking. You see the place as someone once imagined it."
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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"Getting you a date to prom is so hard that the hypothetical idea itself is actually used to cut diamonds," I added. Radar tapped a locker twice with his fist to show his approval, and then came back with another. "Ben, getting you a date to prom is so hard that the American government believes the problem cannot be solved with diplomacy, but will instead require force."
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humor
prom
john-green
paper-towns
high-school
dating
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John Green |
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"Getting you a date to prom is so hard that the hypothetical idea itself is actually used to cut diamonds," I added. Radar tapped a locker twice with his fist to show his approval, and then came back with another. "Ben, getting you a date to prom is so hard that the American government believes the problem cannot be solved with diplomacy, but will instead require force." --
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humor
prom
john-green
paper-towns
high-school
dating
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John Green |
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I spy with my little eye a great story.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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I can almost imagine a happiness without her, the ability to let her go, to feel our roots are connected even if I never see that leaf of grass again.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
e21defa
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"The last time I was this scared, I peed myself." "The last time I was this scared," Radar says, "I actually had to face a Dark Lord in order to make the world safe for wizards."
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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A Margo for each of us--and each more mirror than window.
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margo
paper-towns
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John Green |
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I know it's impossible for you to see your peers this way, but when you're older, you start to see them--the bad kids and the good kids and all kids--as people. They're just people, who deserve to be cared for.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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I am thinking that I don't want this to happen. I don't want to die. I don't want my friends to die. And to be honest, as the time slows down and my hands are in the air, I am afforded the chance to think one more thought, and I think about her. I blame her for this ridiculous, fatal chase--for putting us at risk, for making me into the kind of jackass who would stay up all night and drive too fast. I would not be dying were it not for her. I would have stayed home, as I have always stayed home, and I would've been safe, and I would have done the one thing I have always wanted to do, which is to grow up.
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paper-towns
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john green |
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Standing before this building, I learn something about fear. I learn that it is not the idle fantasies of someone who maybe wants something important to happen to him, even if the important thing is horrible. It is not the disgust of seeing a dead stranger, and not the breathlessness of hearing a shotgun pumped outside of Becca Arrington's house. This cannot be addressed by breathing exercises. This fear bears no analogy to any fear I knew before. This is the basest of all possible emotions, the feeling that was with us before we existed, before this building existed, before the earth existed. This is the fear that made fish crawl onto dry land and evolve lungs, the fear that teaches us to run, the fear that makes us bury our dead.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
2743f5a
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And now life has become the future. Every moment of your life is lived for the future-you go to high school so you can go to college so you can get a good job so you can get a nice house so you can afford to send your kids to college so they can get a good job so they can get a nice house so they can afford to send their kids to college.
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page-33
page-34
part-1
margo-roth-spiegelman
john-green
paper-towns
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John Green |
05a659d
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But I had to kill you, because the only other possible ending was us doing it, which I wasn't really emotionally ready to write about at ten.' 'Fair enough,' I say. 'But in the revision, I want to get some action.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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pg. 231-232: They'd given me a minivan. They could have picked any car and they picked a minivan. A minivan. O God of the Vehicular Justice, why dost thou mock me? Minivan, you albatross around my neck! You mark of Cain! You wretched beast high ceilings and few horsepower!
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funny
humor
graduation
laughable
minivan
new-car-reaction
new-car-smell
john-green
paper-towns
complaining
reaction
new
laugh
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John Green |
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Leaving feels too good, once you leave.
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page-229
paper-towns
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John Green |
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To find Margo Roth Spiegelman, you must become Margo Roth Spiegelman. And I had done many of the things she might have done: I had engineered a most unlikely prom coupling. I had quieted the hounds of caste warfare. I had come to feel comfortable inside the rat-infested haunted house where she did her best thinking. I had seen. I had listened. But I could not yet become the wounded person.
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margo-roth-spiegelman
quentin-jacobsen
paper-towns
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John Green |
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It is so hard to leave-until you leave.
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page-229
paper-towns
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John Green |
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Physical space between us evaporates. We play the broken strings of our instruments one last time
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myrna-mountweazel
margo-roth-spiegelman
quentin-jacobsen
paper-towns
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John Green |
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It was a lame string, for sure, but it was the one I had left and every paper girl needs at least one string, right? (58)
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strings
paper-towns
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John Green |
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But then again, if you don't imagine, nothing ever happens at all. Imagining isn't perfect. You can't get all the way inside someone else. I could never have imagined Margo's anger at being found, or the story she was writing over. But imagining being someone else, or the world being something else, is the only way in.
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imagining
john-green
paper-towns
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John Green |
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On some fundamental level we find it difficult to understand that other people are human beings in the same way that we are.
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understanding-others
john-green
paper-towns
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John Green |
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As we walked, I kept taking glances at her through the crowd, quick snapshots: a photographic series entitled Perfection Stands Still While Mortals Walk Past.
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page-14
part-1
margo-roth-spiegelman
quentin-jacobsen
paper-towns
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John Green |
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Margo was so beautiful that even her fake smiles were convincing. (54)
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margo-roth-spiegelman
paper-towns
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John Green |
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I don't believe in prom,' I reminded her as she rounded a corner. I expertly angled my raisin bran to accomodate the g-forces. I'd done this before.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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I'm a big believer in random capitalization. The rules of capitalization are so unfair to the words in the middle. (32)
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margo
unfair
john-green
paper-towns
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John Green |
fccbcf8
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I feel like I might start crying and that I'm going to cry pee.
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young-adult
humor
pee
paper-towns
leaving
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John Green |
49cf5ef
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So maybe we won't ever win the lottery, or marry royalty, or make that last second shot. That doesn't mean we won't have amazing adventures, meet exceptional people, and make indelible memories. The trick is to notice before it's too late.
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paper-towns-movie
paper-towns
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John Green |
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I left the only way you can leave. You pull your life off all at once - like a Band-Aid.
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paper-towns
leaving
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John Green |
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"Oh no you didn't," Radar says when I show him why we're laughing. "Ben Starling, you better not have bought your token black friend a racist shirt."
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radar
quentin-jacobsen
paper-towns
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John Green |
0e31abd
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A poem can't do its work if you only read snippets of it.
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young-adult
john-green
paper-towns
novel
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John Green |
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You don't give a shit if people like you.
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paper-towns
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John Green |
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"From the front Rdar announces, "Don't you go talking bad about GoFast bars. Do you want me to stop this car?" "Whenever I eat a GoFast bar," Ben says, "I'm always like, 'So this is what blood tastes like to mosquitoes."
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paper-towns
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