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How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten and still function, still talk and smile and concentrate?
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Dear precious Diary, I am baptizing you with my tears. I know we have to leave and that one day I will even have to leave my father and mother's home and go into a home of my own. But ever I will take you with me.
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Her father is a doctor and away from home most of the time just like Dad, and her mother nags a lot but then I guess all mothers do. If they didn't I'd hate to see what homes and yards and even the world would look like. Oh, I do hope I won't have to be a nagging mother, but I guess I'll have to be, else I don't see how anything will ever be accomplished.
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felt great, free, abandoned, a different, improved, perfected specimen of a different, improved, perfected species. It was wild! It was beautiful! It really was.
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Une grosse vieille dame a cote de moi se retenait a la courroie et sa robe sans manches laissait voir un incroyable nid d'oiseau sous son bras. C'est la chose la plus nauseabonde que j'aie jamais vue. J'espere que Tim ne l'a pas vue, il en serait devenu pederaste.
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Adolescenti prolaze tesko razdoblje. Odrasli se prema njima ponasaju kao prema djeci, ali ocekuju da se oni ponasaju kao odrasli. Zapovijedaju im kao da su male zivotinje, a onda ocekuju da reagiraju kao zrele, uvjek racionalne i samopouzdane osobe. Tesko je to vrijeme izgubljenosti i trazenja
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I love Coos Bay, and I love Acid!
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I feel grown-up. I am no longer in the category with the children, I am one of the adults! And I love it! They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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Depressed? No one in the world but a doper could know the true opposite of depressed.
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This life is beautiful. It's so goddamned beautiful I can hardly stand it. And I'm a glorious part of it! Everybody else is just taking up space. Goddamned stupid people. I'd like to shove life down all their throats and then maybe they'd understand what it's all about.
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I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity. It's a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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