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was nice to take a quick break from the end of the world--and
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Sartre: Hell is other people" in pen inside one of the caravans, and someone else had scratched out "other people" and substituted "flutes." People"
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the words clarified the problem. He found he was a man who repented almost everything, regrets crowding in around him like moths to a light. This was actually the main difference between twenty-one and fifty-one, he decided, the sheer volume of regret.
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She wants to believe they're lying in moonlight, but she knows the light through the window is probably mostly electric.
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All three caravans of the Travelling Symphony are labelled as such, THE TRAVELLING SYMPHONY lettered in white on both sides, but the lead caravan carries an additional line of text: Because survival is insufficient.
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The corridor was silent. It was necessary to walk very slowly, her hand on the wall. A man was curled on his side near the elevators, shivering. She wanted to speak to him, but speaking would take too much strength, so she looked at him instead--I see you, I see you--and hoped this was enough.
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None of the older Symphony members knew much about science, which was frankly maddening given how much time these people had had to look things up on the Internet before the world ended.
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She had been overtipping for as long as she'd had money. These small compensations for how fortunate she'd been.
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Miranda is a person with very few certainties, but one of them is that only the dishonourable leave when things get difficult.
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They spend all their lives waiting for their lives to begin. Miranda
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The Wendy's was a low square building with the look of having been slapped together from a kit in an architecturally careless era,
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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stood looking over my damaged home and tried to forget the sweetness of life on Earth.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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Sasha found herself at a loss for words. What am I asking you? I'm asking you if I was complicit in something unspeakable, because Anna, Anna, I already carry so much.
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If nothing else, it's pleasant to consider the possibility. He likes the thought of ships moving over the water, toward another world just out of sight.
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pleasant
possibilities
ships
station-eleven
world
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No more social media, no more scrolling through litanies of dreams and nervous hopes and photographs of lunches, cries for help and expressions of contentment and relationship-status updates with heart icons whole or broken, plans to meet up later, pleas, complaints, desires, pictures of babies dressed as bears or peppers for Halloween. No more reading and commenting on the lives of others, and in so doing, feeling slightly less alone in th..
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This one's my other favorite. 'He's successful in interfacing with clients we already have, but as for new clients, it's low-hanging fruit. He takes a high-altitude view, but he doesn't drill down to that level of granularity where we might actionize new opportunities.
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What a wonderful thing, to get paid for doing what you love," she says, and he agrees with this."
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Why did we always say we were going to shoot emails?" "I don't know. I've wondered that, too." "Why couldn't we just say we were going to send them? We were just pressing a button, were we not?" "Not even a real button. A picture of a button on a screen."
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It's possible that no one who didn't grow up in a small place can understand how beautiful this is, how the anonymity of city life feels like freedom.
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She stopped for a decaf latte at a Starbucks and was struck by the barista's brilliant green hair. "Your hair's beautiful," she said, and the barista smiled."
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Stick to musicians. I think we're generally saner.
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Not quite a room, Jeevan thought now, looking around the stage. It was too transitory, all those doorways and dark spaces between wings, the missing ceiling. It was more like a terminal, he thought, a train station or an airport, everyone passing quickly through.
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then came a virus like an avenging angel, unsurvivable, a microbe that reduced the population of the fallen world by, what? There were no more statisticians by then, my angels, but shall we say ninety-nine point ninety-nine percent?
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adulthood's full of ghosts." "I'm sorry, I'm not sure I quite--" "I'm talking about these people who've ended up in one life instead of another and they are just so disappointed. Do you know what I mean? They've done what's expected of them. They want to do something different but it's impossible now, there's a mortgage, kids, whatever, they're trapped. Dan's like that." "You don't think he likes his job, then." "Correct," she said, "but I ..
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There had been countries, and borders. It was hard to explain. In
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Symphony members knew much about science, which was frankly maddening given how much time these people had had to look things up on the Internet before the world ended.
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Why did we always say we were going to shoot emails?" "I don't know. I've wondered that too." "Why couldn't we just say we were going to send them? We were just pressing a button, were we not?" "Not even a real button. A picture of a button on a screen."
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Wir waren nicht fur diese Welt bestimmt. Ich bin in meine Stadt zuruckgekehrt, in mein zerbrochenes Leben und mein kaputtes Zuhause, in meine Einsamkeit, und versuchte zu vergessen, wie suss das Leben auf der Erde war.
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TWENTY YEARS AFTER the end of air travel, the caravans of the Traveling Symphony moved slowly under a white-hot sky.
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I was thinking earlier that to know this city you must first become penniless, because pennilessness (real pennilessness, I mean not having $2 for the subway) forces you to walk everywhere and you see the city best on foot.
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los-angeles
money
poor
walk
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was one of those large, under-lit places that seemed to recede into shadow at the periphery, and in the murky middle
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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The best advice her mother ever gave her: "Walk in like you own the place.")"
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No more diving into pools of chlorinated water lit green from below. No more ball games played out under floodlights. No more porch lights with moths fluttering on summer nights. No more trains running under the surface of cities on the dazzling power of the electric third rail. No more cities.
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Clark liked to think he knew London but the truth was he'd spent most of his adult life in New York, secure within the confines of Manhattan's idiot-proof grid, and on this particular evening London's tangle of streets was inscrutable.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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He remembered being here with Clark at three or four or sometimes five in the morning, during what seemed at the time like adulthood and seemed in retrospect like a dream.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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That kind of insanity's contagious,
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Prague.
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Outside the world was ending and snow continued to fall.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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He likes the thought of ships moving over the water, toward another world just out of sight.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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Jeevan's understanding of disaster preparedness was based entirely on action movies, but on the other hand, he'd seen a lot of action movies.
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No, it's just, if everything happens for a reason," Elizabeth persists, "as personally, I believe that it does, then when I hear a story of how two people came together, it's like a piece of the plan is being revealed."
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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This had been happening more and more lately, this nodding off unexpectedly, and it left him with an unsettled intimation of rehearsal. You fall asleep for short periods and then for longer periods and then forever.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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Zu Hause, das ist eine kleine, dunkle Wohnung mit einer taglich wachsenden Wollmauspopulation.
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Emily St. John Mandel |
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The girl looked like a china doll, she thought. She looked like someone who'd been well-cared-for and coddled all her life. She was probably someone who would grow up to be like Miranda's assistant Laetitia, like Leon's assistant Thea, unadventurous and well-groomed.
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