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There are those who do not hold that there is any innate goodness to mankind. To them I say, had you lived my life, you would not believe it. I have known the depths to which mortals are capable of descending, and I have seen the heights. I have seen how kindness and compassion may grow in the unlikeliest of places, as the mountain flower forces its way through the stern rock.
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jacqueline-carey
kindness
kushiels-dart
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Sidonie, I know you don't remember it, but you once promised to trust me beyond all reason. And I swear to you that all that I am, all that I possess, including this gem-stone, is yours. I need you. I can't do this alone. Forget your memories. Look into your heart. And if you can find somewhere there, some lingering spark of trust that owes naught to reason, I beg you to speak the word written here.
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trust
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Love child!" What else? You will find it and lose it, again and again. And with each finding and each loss, you will become more than before. What you make of it is yours to choose."
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I would that I could have stopped time and preserved that day forever. It was a perfect day. There was the shadow of sorrow, yes. It would always be there. But that was the nature of life. The bright mirror and the dark, reflecting one another. And today there was so much brightness.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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I had begun to think my ripening body would wither untasted on the vine.
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eagerness
horniness
sex
virginity
youth
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Jacqueline Carey |
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We pay for sins we do not remember, and seek to do a will we can scarce fathom. That is what it is, to be a god's chosen.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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To my surprise, Joscelin rose. 'Phedre-' He began, then halted. Sitting below him, I watched him smile to himself, quiet and private. 'Phedre yields with a willow's grace,' he said softly. 'And endures with the strength of mountains. Without her, life would be calm; and yet lack all meaning.
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joscelin-verreuil
love
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Some chains are forged for us - those are the hardest to bear.
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kushiel-s-dart
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Well, I was living it, but a shared dream half-lived is a hollow thing
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hollow
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Pain obliterates everything else. In pain, there is only the eternal present.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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For every victory there is a price.
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kushiel-s-dart
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Joscelin, is love supposed to make you feel like you're sick and dying, and mad enough to hit someone and drunk with joy, and your heart's a boulder n your chest trying to burst into a thousand pieces all at once?" "Mm-hmm." He finished his ale. "That would be love." --
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imriel-no-montreve
joscelin-verreuil
love
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Jacqueline Carey |
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To recongnize that the treachery of one member of a house does not taint all born within it
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taint
treachery
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Only insofar as you enjoy being sorry, my dear, which, while it is a considerable amount, occurs only after the fact, thus making it a singularly ineffective deterrent, yes?
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Jacqueline Carey |
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My lord. It is too much, and not enough
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Battle for the sake of honor may be a fine thing for bards to sing of, but it is no way to preserve one's homeland
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homeland
poets
sing
war
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Stupid to speak of blame when the wills of the immortals are involved.
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gods
immortal
stupid
will
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Jacqueline Carey |
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And Kushiel sends no punishment that we are not fit to bear.
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kushiel
punishment
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Beauty is at its most poignant when the cold hand of Death holds poised to wither it imminently.
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kushiel-s-dart
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Jacqueline Carey |
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But slight mistakes accumulate, and grow to gross errors if unchecked.
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mistake
unchecked
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Jacqueline Carey |
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I preferred a hard truth to a well-meant lie.
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truth
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Jacqueline Carey |
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And having once chosen, never to seek to return to the crossroads of that decision-for even if one chooses wrongly, the choice cannot be unmade.
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crossroads
death
inspirational
life-lessons
truth
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Jacqueline Carey |
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It is not everyday that one learns an entire militia has sworn unbeknownest to obey you
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oath
obey
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Grief heals ... unshed tears fester like a canker in the soul.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Pain redeems all. It is the awareness of life, a reminder of death.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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True friendship must be akin to romance, I think; only without all the anguish and anxiety.
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love
romance
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Her always is mine
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Jacqueline Carey |
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One must gauge one's trust carefully.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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I know what you are. I've always known from the beginning, Kushiel's Chosen. It is folly, to make claim on one whom the gods have marked for their own. And unlike the others, I am no fool, to grasp at that which burns to the touch. What you have given..." she raised one hand, palm upward, the garnet seal dangling at her wrist, "... I hold in an open hand."
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letting-go
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Hear, hear.' Sister Martha hoisted her water glass. 'Let the rigid stick of self-righteousness be dislodged from her very uptight ass.' Father Ramon coughed. 'A-fucking-men,' Loup supplied helpfully.
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convent
dystopian
orphanage
toast
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Jacqueline Carey |
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That was the problem ... with trusting to the written word ... We were human, mortal and fallible. We forgot, we made errors, argued ambiguities, and twisted meanings to suit our own ends. And in doing so, mayhap we reshaped the gods themselves.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Like a falling star, he descended on the Tarbh Cro, a Cassiline berserker, his sword biting and slashing like a silver snake.
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joscelin
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Jacqueline Carey |
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If I'm to be damned for what I've done, I'll be damned in full and not by halves.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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There is as much deception in noise as there is in silence
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Spontaneity is the province of youth
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Jacqueline Carey |
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I have the impossible. I have seen great and terrible wonders, and I tell you, the world is a vaster and stranger place than ever I had reckoned.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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It is a human failing, to attribute the best of motives to those we know the least, and the worst to those we love best.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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not stories, but histories. For this too I learned, that a storyteller's tale may end, but history goes on always.
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stories
storytelling
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Jacqueline Carey |
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I seek words of such surpassing beauty that they might melt the hardest heart of stone.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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There would be love, and while it was mine, I could cling to it. I could rejoice -- in life, in the existence of love. In the existence of people like Phedre and Joscelin. Although the standards they set were impossibly high, still, I could rejoice that such courage and compassion existed in the world. I could hope and aspire.
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hope
life
love
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Soon never comes soon enough to a young child.
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Jacqueline Carey |
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Again and again, I pushed my memories away. There were days when it was easy and days when it was hard. My love ... was a boulder in my heart. I sought to let go of it and let it sink. Let it sink below the surface, carrying my heart with it. Let it come to rest on the stream's bottom, a vast hidden bulwark, dividing the current. Let it stay there, hidden and unseen. Forgotten. Betimes it worked. Betimes it didn't. It was the best I could d..
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Jacqueline Carey |
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The harp sounds at each passing breeze, but that does not mean the tune is masterfully played.
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jacqueline-carey
kushiel-s-chosen
music
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Jacqueline Carey |
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How do you want to die, Admiral? We are D'Angeline. At the hand of numbers, or dreams?
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