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The only time she felt excited or happy was when she had had a drink because then anything might happen. That feeling of insecurity became exciting.
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But nothing could touch her because there was nothing to touch.
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she gave him all the love she could not give herself. She loved him becasue he was the embodiment of those attributes she wanted for herself...
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It is as though she was a phantom watching from the shadows. This at least is how she 'writes' herself: as an absence on which others projected their desires and anxieties.
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She could make excuses to keep the fantasy intact.
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In her writings, she despises her fellow man and woman for representing what she had lost.
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