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ideas, different ways of looking at the world." "Different beliefs?" "Yes, different beliefs, too. But we don't have contact with other people. We go far too many years without seeing anyone other than ourselves. In fact, I do not think it is a good thing that we spend our entire lives on this ship." "Why not?" I was amazed at how open she was with me, and I wanted to encourage her to keep talking. "We stagnate, and we have no history." "We..
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Mysteries we did find, and they were many. But I learned that something can be too mysterious, too alien - so mysterious or alien as to approach being meaningless:
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I can imagine the second part of the verse as perhaps once mistranscribed, or misunderstood--maybe even out of fear. Change it ever so slightly, just a couple of words, and it becomes something very different." He closed his eyes, and quoted the changed verse. "But unto Leviathan thou gavest the seventh part, namely the moist; and hast kept him to devour whom thou wilt, and when." He paused again. "Now we have something that appears to desc..
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Par grinned. "What's so funny?" "You are, Bartolomeo." "Everything you've said is true," Nikos added, "but it's not that simple. Your choices, your decisions, were not necessarily the wrong choices. Sometimes, they were the right choices, the moral choices. They just didn't work out." "That's an understatement." "I'm"
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Steam rose from the river, from the building rooftops, from the mud, from the trees surrounding the town--antediluvian jungle. I
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What else are we going to do? An alien starship, Bartolomeo. As far as we know, this is the first and only time in human history that we have had any contact, any evidence of an intelligent alien civilization. We can't just stop now, leave it all behind as if it didn't exist." That"
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Now, for the second thing we need. Father Veronica. Tell us about . . . the Church's historical records." "NO!" Bishop Soldano rose to his feet, slamming his hands on the table. "Let her speak," Nikos said. "Don't do this, Veronica." Father Veronica appeared unhappy, yet determined. "It's too late, Eminence." "It is a betrayal of the Church!" "No. It is upholding the Church's principles. God's principles." The bishop sat down heavily and cl..
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Ten minutes later, after we had gathered everyone in the main cabin, I had nine volunteers to stay in the alien ship while the shuttle took the old woman back to the Argonos; ten, including me. That was everyone. We would all stay. "I"
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FATHER Veronica finally came to see me again. She was distraught, and apologized for not coming sooner. "I was denied access to you," she explained. "Why?" "I still don't know. Perhaps because of what we talked about when I was here; I was probably unwisely indiscreet. I have been permitted to visit any of the prisoners except you. It's taken all this time for me to work out permission for one last visit." One"
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I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Father Veronica, not looking at me but gazing at the monitor with fear and wonder. "Bartolomeo,"
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Aguilera is a man who has provided wise counsel over the years, has demonstrated an acute mind and an ability to view things from a perspective different from that of most people. And I think that a different perspective is exactly what we need in this situation." "I"
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Before that, there was no official ship History. The only official records were the ship's logs." He sighed heavily, shaking his head. "But they were all destroyed. Which is why the History was begun, to provide an alternate"
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I had my own skeptic's thoughts about God and free will, but that was a discussion for another time. The idea of human beings in power acting out of anything except self-interest, however, was absurd to me. "Are you being naive?" I asked her. "No,"
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Nikos stared out across the bleached sand, the scattered cacti and rock. "Walk with me a while, Bartolomeo." We walked together across the hot sand, an arm's length apart. I'd already lost my orientation, and when I looked around, I found I could not locate the entrance I'd used; I was struck by the irrational fear that I might never be able to find my way out of there. Or that Nikos would murder me. My body could remain undiscovered for de..
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Either way, though, how is it that God lets these terrible things happen?" She hesitated before answering. "That is a meaningless question," she eventually said. "I don't understand. Isn't that the kind of question the bishop and priests try to answer all the time?" "I have beliefs somewhat different from others in the Church." "Having belief of any kind would be different from the bishop," I said. I thought I could see her smile. "Oh, the ..
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Those are God-like qualities. Not in power, but in choice. If He had created us in such a way that we could only do good, if we were incapable of acting badly, selfishly, causing pain or harm, then the notion of free will would be meaningless, would it not? Not only that, true free will precludes God's intervention in our lives. There is no real free will if God intercedes to protect us or save us from the consequences of our own or other p..
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She came flying out at us, screeching again, but this time we were prepared. She was still strong and wild, but there were three of us and it wasn't long before we subdued her. I held her from behind, pinning her arms to her side, my hands gripping one another tightly; my artificial arms would not tire, although my shoulders eventually would. "We mean you no harm," I said softly. "Do you understand me?" Her only response was a pained, high ..
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and sometimes we have to take it on faith that we are actually making progress, getting closer to our destination. Faith. Four months
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Cantus astronomicus, domine astronomy . . ." She was chanting what seemed to be a mix of ersatz Latin and Standard. I knelt"
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I would like to say that the following days were filled with awe and excitement, with marvels and wonders, astonishing discoveries. If they were, the marvels went unrecognized. Mysteries we did find, and they were many. But I learned that something can be too mysterious, too alien - so mysterious or alien as to approach being meaningless: -two connected rooms crisscrossed by metal rods; we had to laboriously climb through them each time we ..
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