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This is bizarre," I say. "I think it's beautiful," he says. I give him a look. "What?" He laughs a little. "They each have an equal role in government; they each feel equally responsible. And it makes them care; it makes them kind. I think that's beautiful."
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To me there's a difference between not being afraid and acting in spite of fear, as he does.
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Veronica Roth |
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But Christina and I are not people who cry together; we're people who fight together. SO I hold my tears in.
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Veronica Roth |
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I would rather be dead than empty
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Veronica Roth |
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You want to see people as extremes. Bad or good, trustworthy or not. I understand. It's easier that way. But that isn't how people work.
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Veronica Roth |
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Before I chose Dauntless...I felt assured of my long lifespan, if nothing else. Now there are no reassurances except that where I go, I go because I choose to.
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Veronica Roth |
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I only came for Cake" -Tobias Eaton, Divergent"
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Veronica Roth |
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This was the first place I everfelt strong. Every time I breathe this air I feel it again.
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Veronica Roth |
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Or maybe we'll make a home somewhere inside ourselves, to carry with us wherever we go- which is the way I carry my mother now.
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Veronica Roth |
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I reach out and take his hand. His fingers slide between mine. I can't breathe.
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Really? I thought the transfers will go through Four's landscape," says Uriah. "Like he would let anyone do that," she says, snorting. Something inside me gets warm and soft. He let me go through it."
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Veronica Roth |
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I don't ..." I sound like I am being strangled. "My family is all dead, or traitors; how can I ..." I am not making any sense. The sobs take over my body, my mind, everything. He gathers me to him, and bathwater soaks my legs. His hold is tight. I listen to his heartbeat and, after a while, find a way to let the rhythm calm me. "I'll be your family now," he says. "I love you," I say. I said that once, before I went to Erudite headquarters, ..
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Veronica Roth |
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I read somewhere, once, that crying defies scientific explanation. Tears are only meant to lubricate the eyes. There is no real reason for tear glands to overproduce tears at the behest of emotion. I think we cry to release the animal parts of us without losing our humanity.
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Veronica Roth |
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I feel more like myself. That is all I need: to remember who I am. And I am someone who does not let inconsequential things like boys and near-death experiences stop her.
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Veronica Roth |
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The goal of my life isn't just... to be happy. 'Wouldn't it be easier if it was, though?
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Veronica Roth |
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I would be shocked by the lack of security if we were not at Amity headquarters. They often straddle the line between trust and stupidity.
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Veronica Roth |
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He is not sweet or gentle or particularly kind. But he is smart and brave, and even though he saved me, he treated me like I was strong. That is all I need to know.
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Veronica Roth |
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she sighs, then breaks a piece off the muffin in my hand. 'Hey. There are plenty more just five feet to your right.' 'then you shouldn't be so concerned about losing some of yours.' she says, grinning. 'Fair enough.
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You know, most boys would enjoy being trapped in close quarters with a girl." I roll my eyes. "Not claustrophobic people, Tris!" He sounds desperate now. "Okay, okay." I set my hand on top of his and guide it to my chest, so it's right over my heart. "Feel my heartbeat. Can you feel it?" "Yes." "Feel how steady it is?" "It's fast." "Yes, well, that has nothing to do with the box." I wince as soon as I'm done speaking. I just admitted to som..
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Veronica Roth |
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Dauntless,' he says. 'I was born for Abnegation. I was planning on leaving Dauntless, and becoming factionless. But then I met her, and...I felt like maybe I could make something more of my decision.'
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tris-prior
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Veronica Roth |
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I may be in pain, but I am not weak.
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Veronica Roth |
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Sometimes, all it takes to save people from a terrible fate is one person willing to do something about it. Even if that "something" is a fake bathroom break."
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Veronica Roth |
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I point at a window to my left, and it explodes. Particles of glass rain over us. 'You'll have to do better than that,' I say.
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Veronica Roth |
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My name is Tobias Eaton," Tobias says. "I don't think you want to push me off this train." The effect of the name on the people in the car is immediate and bewildering: they lower their weapons. They exchange meaningful looks. "Eaton? Really?" Edward says, eyebrows raised. "I have to admit, I did not see that coming." He clears his throat. "Fine, you can come. But when we get to the city, you've got to come with us." Then he smiles a little..
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Veronica Roth |
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I know that I am birdlike, made narrow and small as if for taking flight, built straight-waisted and fragile. But when he touches me like he can't bear to take his hand away, I don't wish I was any different.
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Veronica Roth |
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Fear," she says, "is more powerful than pain."
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Veronica Roth |
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Those who blamed aggression formed Amity.'... 'Those who blamed ignorance became the Erudite.'... 'Those who blamed duplicity created Candor.'... 'Those who blamed selfishness made Abnegation.'... 'And those who blamed cowardice were the Dauntless.
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Veronica Roth |
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Because even a sliver of distance between us is infuriating.
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tris
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Veronica Roth |
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Chaos and destruction do tend to take away a person's dating possibilities.
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possibility
date
tris
tobias
destruction
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Veronica Roth |
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How can you fail a test you aren't allowed to prepare for?
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Veronica Roth |
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A sob racks my body again, and he wraps his arms around me so tightly I find it difficult to breathe, but it doesn't matter. My dignified weeping gives way to full-on ugliness, my mouth open and my face contorted and sounds like a dying animal coming from my throat. If this continues I will break apart, and maybe that would be better, maybe it would be better to shatter and bear nothing.
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Veronica Roth |
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I am fed up. I am fed up with tears and weakness. But there isn't much I can do to stop them.
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Veronica Roth |
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How have I never realized before that for all the strong, kind parts of him, there are also hurting, broken parts?
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fourtris
tris-prior
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Veronica Roth |
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Morning," I say. "Shh," she says. "If you don't acknowledge it, maybe it will go away."
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mornings
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Veronica Roth |
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A breeze blows through the alley, pushing me to one side, and I think of scaling the Ferris wheel with Tobias. He kept me steady then. There is no one left to keep me steady now.
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Veronica Roth |
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The theory is that if you spill all your secrets, you'll have no desire to lie about anything, ever again. Like the worst about you is already in the open, so why not just be honest?
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Veronica Roth |
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I feel like someone is pressing me into a mold that does not fit my body, forcing me intothe wrong shape.
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Veronica Roth |
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What did you do?" This time the question tears from my throat like a growl. I throw myself toward him... "What did you do?" I scream. "You die, I die too...I asked you not to do this. You made your decision. These are the repercussions."
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Veronica Roth |
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Eric walks toward me, and I back away by instinct. I try not to be afraid of him, but I know how smart he is and that if I'm not careful he'll notice that I keep staring at her, and that will be my undoing.
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Veronica Roth |
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It's strange how a word, a phrase, a sentence, can feel like a blow to the head.
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words
phrases
sentences
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Veronica Roth |
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Stiff. That's why you're strong, get it? - Tobias Eaton
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stiff
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
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Relax Beatrice, I've driven a car before.' MARCUS 'I've done a lot of things before, but that doesn't mean I'm any good at them!' TRIS
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Veronica Roth |
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Caleb runs up to me and folds me carefully in his arms. I breathe a sigh of relief. I thought I had gotten to the point where I didn't need my brother anymore, but I don't think such a point actually exists.
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Veronica Roth |
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I am no longer Tris, the selfless, or Tris, the brave. I suppose that now, I must become more than either.
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Veronica Roth |