a4b863f
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You're not exactly up for the Humanitarian of the Year award, so save your altruism for someone who can't see through you like cellophane.
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cellophane
cellophane-wrap
fake
funny
hokey
humanitarian
jesus-complex
messiah-complex
pretend
pretentious
see-through
self-righteousness
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Rebecca McNutt |
8e4ecc6
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Imagine for a moment that you are the proud owner of a large house which you have spent years of your life painting and decorating and filling with everything you love. It's your home. It's something you've made your own, something for you to be remembered by, something that, perhaps years later, your children and grandchildren can visit and get a view of your life in. It's part of your creativity, your hard work... it's your property. Now ..
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books
copyright
fanfiction
funny
geek
ghost
grave
house
imagine
metaphor
pervy
respect
sherlock
vandalism
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Rebecca McNutt |
4131837
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Would you ever sleep with me?" he questioned once. "Never," she'd replied, her large eyes shining in the bluish glow from his TV set, "but I love you... in a different way. I'll always be loyal to you, I'll never betray you, that's how I love people."
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asexuality
betrayal
glow
love
loyal
sleep
television
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Rebecca McNutt |
124b1c3
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I'll remember you... I remember everyone I've lost.
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grief
loss
love
memory
noir
nostalgia
photo-album
photograph
remember
sad
think
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Rebecca McNutt |
d116095
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photographs are very interesting, and you can look into them a million times and still find a new meaning in them, something in the past that was caught in the film itself...
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canon
capture
film
fujifilm
grief
joy
knowledge
kodachrome
kodak
loss
love
meaning
nikon
nostalgia
past
photo
photography
romance
super-8
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Rebecca McNutt |
de1c914
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You're innocent until proven guilty," Mandy exclaimed, unable to hide her gleeful smile. She missed the way people used to have normal conversations, used to be more caring for each other than themselves, back in the Seventies and Eighties. These days, she realized, neighbors kept to themselves, their kids kept to themselves, nobody talked to each other anymore. They went to work, went shopping and shut themselves up at home in front of glo..
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canada
cape-breton
cars
convenient
crazy
crying
death
digital
dying
earth
environment
gone
grief
insane
leaving-home
lonely
loss
medications
mental-illness
misery
moving
nostalgia
nova-scotia
old-school
reporter
retro
sad
stop
stuck
taxi
trapped
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Rebecca McNutt |
4440d30
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Yeah, you're right about having entire rooms full of film and photos... in that Sydney Mines house I have a darkroom, I have boxes of film and home movie footage... I have a few projectors, I have piles of Kodachrome slides... I like photographs. The world is always running away from society and the only way to keep the stuff that's happened in the past is by taking photographs, I can keep memories of things alive with photographs," Alecto ..
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cape-breton
capture
coal
coal-mine
darkroom
digital
film
industrial
kodachrome
kodak
memories
nostalgia
nova-scotia
photo
photograph
polaroid
pollution
smog
steel-mill
super-8
train
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Rebecca McNutt |
4a40209
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You're such a great liar when you lie to yourself.
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liar
lies
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Rebecca McNutt |
995d48e
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People all over the world, you good, faithful, busy people, I implore you, don't be me! If you're dissatisfied by whatever life throws at you, walk away and leave it behind before it's too late! When life gives you lemons, make lemonade!
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advice-for-daily-living
disappointment
inspirational
lemonade
life
news
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Rebecca McNutt |
97e3315
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I guess if there's one thing I can say about the 21st century, it's that the 21st century is all flash and no substance... everything is digital, nothing but files of invisible electronic data on computers and mindless zombies on their cellular phones... it's sad how because of the digital age, society is ultimately doomed. Nothing in the digital age is real anymore, and you know, they say celluloid film and ray tube televisions and maybe e..
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apocalypse
bleak
book
books
camera
cell-phones
celluloid
depressingly-honest
digital
doom
film
future
paper
photography
poison
scary
super-8
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Rebecca McNutt |
bb5c5f7
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When she thought of New York City now, the place where she'd lived for most of her life, the only home she'd ever really known, she realized the city was like a person who now oftentimes struggled to stand proud because both its legs had collapsed in a sea of dust, fire and scattered office papers.
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new-york
new-york-city
september-11th
september-11th-attacks
terrorism
twin-towers
world-trade-center
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Rebecca McNutt |
ab13f3e
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Winters are a desolate time where all senses are wiped away, and here in Canada, this is especially true. All smells are sucked clean from the air, leaving only a harsh, icy crispness. Colours are stripped away, leaving a stark white landscape, a sky which stays black at night and gray in the day, a world of only three shades. Stay outside too long, and your hands will get so cold that they'll go numb and turn red, like the claws of a lobst..
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canada
cold
color
frigid
frost
frozen
landscape
lobster
nature
shades
sky
winter
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Rebecca McNutt |
05e8540
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Small talk... Bernie resented it more than life itself. The weather, sports scores, frivolous gossip... nothing real, nothing serious, nothing meaningful about it. People were experts at wasting their brief, precious years on earth with small talk.
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life
meaningful
philosophy
serious
small
small-talk
talk
waste
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Rebecca McNutt |
efd305b
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Alford, Massachusetts: Mandy stood there with her old Nikon film camera, snapping photo after photo of the rural landscape. It was difficult to describe the wonderful feeling of there not being a single cell phone in sight; the only modern technology around was the faint blue glow of a cathode ray tube television in the window of a nearby house, and a few cars and trucks parked in crumbling gravel driveways. She was allowed to see this plac..
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cell-phone
cook-stove
country
digital
earth
farm
film
future
glow
grim
kodachrome
kodak
laundry
love
massachusetts
missing
nikon
nostalgic
past
peace
photography
pie
small-town
television
texting
traditional
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Rebecca McNutt |
f731e42
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You have more issues than Reader's Digest.
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funny
humor
mental-health
psychology
reader-s-digest
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Rebecca McNutt |
78b5c6b
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At last evil and corruption take over," Mearth laughed icily, her eyes filled with a wild glow. "Someday you'll become so unstable that you'll kill anyone you've ever cared about in your life, and when that happens I only hope that you leave any outsider witnesses alone as you fade out of the world." Alecto froze for a moment, completely silent, setting the camera down on the fence and thinking things over. Mandy could see him clearly now t..
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mother-earth
movie
sadistic
screen
silent
super-8
sydney-tar-ponds
television
watching
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Rebecca McNutt |
2f3a6dc
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I love the smell of old books," Mandy sighed, inhaling deeply with the book pressed against her face. The yellow pages smelled of wood and paper mills and mothballs." --
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books
dream
mothballs
nerd
nostalgia
old
paper-mill
reading
smell
smell-of-books
surreal
vintage
wood
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Rebecca McNutt |
cd15dac
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Film photography will always be superior to digital - because no matter how many lasers and instant buttons and HD pixels you've got, a human being can take a photograph with much more integrity and meaning than one a built-in robot took.
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art
camera
cellulod
compassion
digital
film
future
hd
history
human
instant
kodak
magic
nature
nostalgia
photo
photography
robot
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Rebecca McNutt |
c6fbe44
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In her eyes was the reflection of everything that mattered: old diners with neon signs, vinyl records, celluloid film, drive-in movies, Pears soap, department stores, her brother's old blue Camaro car and the smell of coal dust in the rainy sky of a summer lightning storm. ...And all the nice bright colors of the past that she thought were gone for good came flowing back into her life like a wave of nostalgia flooding over her, reds, yellow..
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beautiful
bright
colors
earth
found-footage
kodak
memory
mystery
nostalgia
rurl
world
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Rebecca McNutt |
6dbf94d
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Sometimes, without effort, you live in the moment. You don't regret the past or worry about the future, and in that moment everything flashes before your eyes , a clear snapshot of what has to be done, and everything pauses.
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clarity
clear
dream
future
imagination
kodak-moment
life
moment
nostalgia
past
pause
photography
regret
snapshot
time
worry
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Rebecca McNutt |
181fc05
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We were poor back then. Not living in a cardboard carton poor, not "we might have to eat the dog" poor, but still poor. Poor like, no insurance poor, and going to McDonald's was a really big excitement poor, wearing socks for gloves in the winter poor, and collecting nickels and dimes from the washing machine because she never got allowance, that kind of poor... poor enough to be nostalgic about poverty. So, when my mom and dad took me here..
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birthday
camera
canada
cape-breton
cardboard
coins
digital
dog
film
future
instamatic
insurance
kodak
mall
mcdonald-s
nostalgia
nostalgic
nova-scotia
past
poor
poverty
shopping
washing-machine
wishes
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Rebecca McNutt |
c4f8341
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It was the smell that hit her first. It was a sterile, antiseptic and very distinctive medical smell, a smell with an underlying metallic reek of blood beneath it. Disturbing as this was, Selena wasn't necessarily shocked. It was a hospital, after all. Just like schools had a tendency to smell like chalk dust and sweat and cafeteria mystery meat, just like auto shops stank of gasoline and rust, hospitals had an odour reflecting their whole ..
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blood
hospital
redundancy
reek
school
smell
stink
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Rebecca McNutt |
9c70d4d
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Reasonable doubt trumps everything.
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lawyer
legal
logic
rationality
reason
reasonable-doubt
trump
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Rebecca McNutt |
be67ef2
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This is my home, Cape Breton is my home, and I don't know if I really want to leave it as much as I might think and I'm sort of scared to leave it all behind, everything I've lived with, I have so many memories of all the things I've done here and I'm afraid if I leave, I might lose all my memories...
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cape-breton
home
leaving
loss
memory
moving
nostalgia
nova-scotia
remember
scared
scary
travel
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Rebecca McNutt |
2e66850
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I can't look people in the eye and tell them that they're going to die anymore.
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angel
azrael
dead
death
die
dying
empathy
eye
grim-reaper
look
morality
pale-horseman
sadness
scythe
sympathy
tell
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Rebecca McNutt |
893be34
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I'm afraid of what the digital age will do to the world, to the things we think are important... it's almost like people want to believe in some illusion that they're robots and forget altogether that they're real, living people... but everything these days is disposable, even people themselves, and that's why I'm afraid for the world," Mandy confessed, looking depressed and worried. "So am I... but I'll still watch all of it as the world d..
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apocalypse
canada
cell-phone
digital
dystopian
earth
environmental
gone
grief
hopeless
horror
human
lost
next-generation
nova-scotia
robots
scary
technology
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Rebecca McNutt |
96fd4c2
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Just because something isn't good doesn't mean it's bad.
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book
characters
crime
depth
ethics
evil
good
life
literary
lonely
misunderstood
novel
sad
spooky
truth
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Rebecca McNutt |
09cfaa4
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He's completely blown through his younger years like his childhood was one big cigarette to smoke carelessly.
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child
childhood
cigarette
growing-up
kid
memory
nostalgia
smoke
wasted-time
young
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Rebecca McNutt |
9c55337
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Everything has a past, a voice, existed at some point, even things as small and seemingly meaningless as a house in a huge suburb. It's a house like every other house... but at some point a family lived there, made it theirs, made it important. When people forget that history, that somebody at some point thought the house mattered, it just becomes an empty pile of nailed wood and brick and concrete that gets torn down for some strip mall or..
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earth
family
hope
human
life
material
together
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Rebecca McNutt |
5ea173a
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Alecto, do you think we have fallen from heaven, or do you think we are falling towards it?
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falling
from
heaven
hell
towards
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Rebecca McNutt |
d542bc8
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Don't pack your bags just yet, stay awhile, Don't try to run away to higher ground, You're in my twisted clouds of sad misfortune, And you are such an entertaining crowd! (I've never had such cheerful toys to play with...) Forget I said that - just a little natural disaster Humour, Ha-ha-ha. Pull up a rusty lawn chair On the waterfront in New Orleans, And ignore the wind that howls, Things aren't always as they seem. I can smell fear in th..
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dark-poetry
hurricane
hurricane-katrina
natural-disaster
poverty
southern
welfare
witch
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Rebecca McNutt |
49bef17
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Do you think there's somewhere else, some other place to go after this one?" Mandy blurted out. "You mean when you die, where will you end up?" Alecto asked her. "...I wouldn't know... back to whatever void there is, I suppose." "I've thought about it... every living thing dies alone, it'll be lonely after death," Mandy sighed sadly. "That freaks me out, does it scare you?" "I don't want to be alone," Alecto replied wearily. "We won't be,..
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dead
death
depression
disturbing
dying
frightened
funeral
grief
grim
heaven
imagination
kill
lost
misery
nirvana
nostalgia
purgatory
sadness
scary
spooky
time
truth
void
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Rebecca McNutt |
9af3712
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Red rain, white-striped towers and a clear blue sky, it was like America's flag exploded everywhere that day.
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manhattan
new-york
patriotism
september-11-attacks
september-11th
september-11th-attacks
twin-towers
world-trade-center
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Rebecca McNutt |
cd06039
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One of the many downsides to being a drug addict is never really knowing if the stuff is real.
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downside
drug
drug-addict
druggie
funny
humor
junkie
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Rebecca McNutt |
235a3fd
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Your imaginary friend isn't the problem, Amanda. The problem is that you don't seem to have any real friends.
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death
fantasy
friendship
imaginary-friend
imagination
love
psychiatry
real
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Rebecca McNutt |
3db89af
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Mandy smiled cheerfully at an overweight kid in a gold sweater and pink skirt who was chasing her little brother around along the boardwalk. When she was that age, on sunny days she'd be out on the boardwalk with Jud and Wendy, buying rainbow sorbet from the ice cream shop and placing paper boats into the harbour. She felt like a ghost, drifting past the shell of her own childhood.
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childhood
children
ice-cream
kids
nostalgia
pollution
rainbow-sorbet
sea
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Rebecca McNutt |
d985d4f
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Mandy loved the smell of a sunny day after a night of rain. The sun hit the orange puddles, the overgrown, soft, green grass on her lawn, and it beamed down through the orange steel mill smog, sending otherworldly, bizarre shadows across the concrete sidewalk.
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dream
girl
nuclear
pollution
rainbow
science
smog
storm
surreal
teenager
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Rebecca McNutt |
b4dbfa8
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Kipster is a perfectly valid word," Wendy argued, about to write down her score on the little notepad that had come with the game. "Okay, so what does it mean?" Mandy wanted to know. Wendy struggled to come up with an answer, and finally just changed the subject with school gossip. Mandy found herself just ignoring it... it always sounded the same, the same events, same rumors, same secrets, same affairs, but never anything of interest to ..
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80-s
argue
baby
boring
bullying
canada
cape-breton
coming-of-age
drama
drama-queen
eating
eighties
fighting
funny
game
gossip
growing-up
kipster
maturity
nostalgia
nova-scotia
pollution
rumors
scary
scrabble
self-harm
suicide
teenage
words
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Rebecca McNutt |
7a7b2e9
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Sometimes Geraldine feels like she can drive forever. Maybe that's partially why she took a job at Milo General Motors. Driving is the best means of escape that the human race has, at least, that's her opinion. She's never had the guts to try drugs before, both because her sister was a junkie in the last few months she knew her, and because she's heard the overdose horror stories, seen 'Requiem for a Dream', smelled the vapours of a meth la..
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car
car-dealership
cocaine
crack
drive
druggie
drugs
escapism
ghost
junkie
needle
nightmare
requiem-for-a-dream
surreal
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Rebecca McNutt |
5900aae
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I've seen a lot of stuff... maybe I've seen too much. I see most humans in a bad light because I've seen what they can do, how evil they can be... I've seen the Holocaust and I've seen Jonestown, I've seen the Vietnam War and I've seen Hiroshima... I've seen the Chernobyl disaster... I've seen the World Trade Center attack... I've been alive too long, over a hundred years is a long time to be alive," Alecto sighed, staring at the cigarette ..
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alive
chernobyl
death
disaster
dying
earth
evil
grief
hazardous
hippie
holocaust
human
jonestown
kami
lonely
nature
nuclear
personification
pollution
sad
smog
steel
vietnam-war
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Rebecca McNutt |
f10b249
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You should find something better to do with your time," Mandy told him. "I spend my time shooting people, and then I take them to darkrooms and blow them up." "...Come again?" Alecto questioned with a tone of alarm in his voice. "I take photographs and develop them myself, I've got my own darkroom... it was a joke," Mandy laughed. "I love photography and I'm gonna be a photojournalist someday." "Really?" Alecto asked. For the first time si..
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april-fool-s
blow-up
camera
chemical
crazy
dark-room
darkroom
demented
develop
disturbing
enthusiasm
film
friends
funny
hilarious
home-movies
humor
insane
instamatic
joke
kodak
murder
nikon
photography
photography-humor
shoot
strange
super-8
weird
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Rebecca McNutt |
a50f21c
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Her gaze wavered towards one of the books on the sales counter beside the register, a hardcover copy of Shakespeare's Hamlet with many of the pages dog-eared and stained with coffee and tea. The store owner caught her looking at it and slid it across the counter towards her. "You ever read Hamlet?" he questioned. "I tried to when I was in high school," said Mandy, picking up the book and flipping it over to read the back. "I mean, it's expe..
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bookstore
classic
coffee
diffcult
dog-eared
geek
grief
hamlet
loss
nerd
reading
revenge
shakespeare
tea
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Rebecca McNutt |
a0fc83d
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Nobody really wants to be your friend when they discover that you work with dead people.
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career
dead
death
dying
friend
friendship
funeral
lonely
morbid
mortician
undertaker
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Rebecca McNutt |
afe6e57
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Amanda, you finally decided to answer the phone," her mom exclaimed after picking up at the first ring. "Where've you been, what've you been up to?" "Mom, do you remember when I was a kid, I had a friend, he was a Personification of the Sydney Tar Ponds, sort of my imaginary friend?" Mandy asked. "No, what in the name of god are you on about?" her mom sighed in exasperation. "Remember? Only I could see him, but he was real and he was my bes..
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call
canada
cape-breton
conversation
dysfunctional-families
eighteen
family
friend
friendship
girl
imaginary-companion
imaginary-friend
imaginary-playmate
invisible
invisible-friend
mom
mother
nova-scotia
phone
pretend
pretend-friend
remember
sydney-tar-ponds
talk
telephone
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Rebecca McNutt |