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99c5c19
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I've seen how cigarettes went from being advertised in every type of media to being something found to be deadly... they can't kill me no matter how many of them I smoke but I've seen humans die from smoking them... if I were you I would stop smoking them." "Why should I? You smoke 'em all the time, you chain-smoke cigarettes," Mandy pointed out. "Yeah, I started doing that back in the Sixties... for reasons you likely saw on those VHS tape..
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attack
blast-from-the-past
cancer
chain-smoke
cigar
cigarette
creepy
deadly
depress
depression
disturbing
education
eerie
gray
grief
haunting
health
horror
knowledge
loss
no-smoking
past
pollution
retro
scary
self-help
sick
smog
smoke
spooky
times
tobacco
trapped
vhs-tape
video
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Rebecca McNutt |
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bb144b3
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Truthfully she felt incredibly miserable, seeing university students and tourists bustling in and out of the place with their cell phones in hand, texting like there was no tomorrow. Living behind a screen, they'd likely text with their last breath.
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cell-phone
depressing
digital-age
future
phone
sad
text
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Rebecca McNutt |
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6759640
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I've been alive a long time, long enough to know that the more baggage you carry in life, the more unstable you'll be, until eventually you get sick of carrying it, and then you just fall down.
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baggage
fall
grief
life
mental-illness
mourn
mourning
unstable
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Rebecca McNutt |
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ead9b0f
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People don't look like people anymore after they've fallen from over a hundred floors above the ground.
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disaster
fall
gore
ground
people
september-11-attacks
september-11th
twin-towers
world-trade-center
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Rebecca McNutt |
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d34484e
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Shout to the top!
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cheer
fun
happy
joy
life
protest
shout
voice
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Rebecca McNutt |
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1c9d77f
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Why'd you want to kill yourself? Didn't you feel anything, or didn't it hurt you?" Mandy questioned, looking puzzled. "Yes, I suppose it did, ... it was strange, it was sharp, that's all I can think of to describe it... and cold, but not cold like ice, more like... I don't know, like something much worse, something horrible... and it seemed like the ground was falling upwards, becoming the sky... for a moment it made me consider that it wa..
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canada
confusion
creepy
dark
death
drugs
dying
dysfunctional
friend
friends
friendship
grief
halloween
help
loss
morbid
nostalgia
sadness
self-harm
self-mutilation
spooky
suicide
swing-set
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Rebecca McNutt |
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69fc964
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You get people who think you have a mental disorder, people calling you frigid, but I don't care. If they're that desperate, clearly THEY have a problem.
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asexuality
desperate
frigid
love
mental-disorder
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Rebecca McNutt |
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c39b311
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They were relentless, brilliant scavengers with a keen sense of craftiness, and no human being could outwit them. The kind of cunning mischief and competition that a murder of crows possessed was unbeatable, and the war between farmer and fowl was a never-ending tale of woe which often led purely to bankruptcy.
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bird
country
crow
farm
farmer
nature
raven
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Rebecca McNutt |
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0b2141c
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I might be the hazardous waste site that polluted it, but Cape Breton Island is still my home.
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canada-day
cape-breton
coal
country
hazardous
home
life
living
nova-scotia
patriot
pollution
steel
sydney-tar-ponds
toxic
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Rebecca McNutt |
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581d398
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Life is so funny sometimes that you just have to laugh.
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funny
happy
joy
laugh
life
live
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Rebecca McNutt |
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bb347ad
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There are some things in the past that... that just aren't meant to be viewed.
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found-footage
met
past
viewed
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Rebecca McNutt |
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814b528
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When did the very first case of racism even occur? When did such blind hatred devour the souls of men and make them turn on their own brothers and sisters? What ever taught them that it was normal to be such monsters?
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brother
hatred
history
human
man
monster
morality
prejudice
race
racism
sister
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Rebecca McNutt |
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3f0d35c
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Mark, trying his best to distance himself from the cruel and pathetic 21st century, hadn't listened to the news reports, not even when the dark green jeeps and helicopters showed up in town, men dressed in identical uniforms, just like in school, always standing with stony faces, setting up shelters and warning signals and food storage boxes. And as the public service announcements and racist propaganda bloomed onto the screens in every cla..
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army
bigitry
box
classroom
education
ignorance
military
nuclear
nuclear-war
propaganda
public-service-announcement
racism
radiation
radioactive
school
screen
sheeple
society
stereotype
storage-box
united-states
war
weapon
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Rebecca McNutt |
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407e360
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I don't want any other friends! They'd never be as good a friend as you are.
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friend
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Rebecca McNutt |
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9d645e6
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Dreams are just lies that we tell ourselves while we're asleep.
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cynical
deams
fake
false
lie
nightmare
sleep
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Rebecca McNutt |
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5322620
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Oh, I'm Chrissy Mackenzie, I'm from Vancouver but I came here to study environmental journalism," the girl exclaimed with way too much enthusiasm. "You got any advice?" "Search me," Mandy muttered, spooning another ice cube from the empty glass on the table in front of her. "I like pollution, I write in favor of it, and environmental journalism most often implies that it's in favor of all that "go green" hippie crap." "Oh, well...." Chriss..
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cape-breton
change
drea
drunk
environmntal
friend
gol
hippie
hope
ice-cube
improve
journalist
joy
nova-scotia
peace
pollution
sad
vancouver
world
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Rebecca McNutt |
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1adb6c9
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People never like pollution, it has become very wrong to like pollution at all. But just like there are good and bad things about people, there are good and bad things about pollution. If people were pollution we would get rid of anyone who was different, anyone who was considered an inconvenience... but we'd be getting rid of a life, a lot of lives... because we didn't like them. If pollution was a person would we still be trying to get ri..
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animals
canada
dangerous
death
earth
environment
environmentalism
evil
garbage
help
hippie
hope
human
life
litter
mental-illness
people
plants
pollution
scary
smog
water
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Rebecca McNutt |
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2a0a0e9
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Most people are as happy as other people decide they should be.
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family-drama
happy
people
social
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Rebecca McNutt |
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20c3944
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Selena was born in a generation that had grown up on the edge. She'd grown up knowing that the little child starlet who voiced Anne-Marie on 'All Dogs Go to Heaven', Judith Barsi, had been murdered and set on fire by her own father. She'd grown up knowing that school shootings were more common than winning the lottery. She'd grown up in an age of terror.
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fear
growing-up
judith-barsi
millennial-quotes
millennials
murder
school-shooting
terror
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Rebecca McNutt |
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f93063f
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There was a heaven beyond anything he knew where there was no jet fuel, no jumping, no burning towers... but he wasn't looking beyond yet. He was still looking back.
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death
heaven
life
new-york
new-york-city
september-11-attacks
september-11th
skyscrapers
terrorism
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Rebecca McNutt |
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bb6b4ba
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Wendy's house, unlike many in Cape Breton, had three floors, along with a basement and attic. Aside from Wendy's bedroom, there was a laundry room. The dirty water in the sink would rush from the washer hose, bubbling up, threatening to overflow, but it never did. Next-door was a motel with a neon sign that read in turquoise and pink, "We have the best rates in town!", but the 'E' in 'rates' kept flickering on and off day and night so that ..
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bedroom
best
bubble
canada
cape-breton
funny
hotel
house
inn
laundry-room
motel
neon
nostalgia
odd
pink
poor
quaint
rat
rates
rats
sink
small-town
strange
sydney
turquoise
weird
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Rebecca McNutt |
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d0f338e
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They think I'm not entirely 'grounded in reality', they say. They want me to go to some live-in nerdy activity ranch thing for troubled Canadian youth, that one out in Ontario where you come back programmed like some robot, dressed in a tye-dyed shirt and eating tuna sandwiches," Mandy explained, a horrified look on her face. "You're eighteen, not twelve! Would they really send you to some rat's nest like that?" Wendy questioned in mock ho..
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canada
center
coming-of-age
family
friendship
humor
locks
nostalgia
nova-scotia
ontario
pressure
preteen
rebel
reprogramming
self-help
sleepaway
straight-camp
summer-camp
teen
troubled
tuna-sandwich
wiener-roast
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Rebecca McNutt |
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615584f
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On Wall Street, Clarence was a diamond in a sea of glass, never greedy, never an ambulance-chaser, never the kind of person who deserved to die in the way that he did.
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glass
greed
morality
september-11-attacks
wall-street
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Rebecca McNutt |
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6d95d6b
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The Twin Towers stood out like an enormous number 11 looming over New York City, a familiar icon coupled with the Brooklyn Bridge, the Empire State building and the Statue of Liberty. Those towers were like the soul of lower Manhattan, alive in their own right.
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brooklyn-bridge
empire-state-building
icon
landmark
manhattan
skyscraper
statue-of-liberty
twin-towers
world-trade-center
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Rebecca McNutt |
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8e189a5
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I don't want anything else bad to happen," she whispered, her voice choked with tears. "I'm so sick to death of bad things happening, of seeing bad things that happened in the past! And I'm guilty of so many things. I'm sorry that I killed Mrs. Matthias and wrecked her stupid greenhouse back in the Eighties and I'm sorry I left you here alone while I went around the world." "I wasn't alone though, I knew you were doing what you wanted to do..
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apart
bad
crying
damaged
death
eighties
friend
friendship
greenhouse
grief
guilt
hopelessness
lonliness
love
murder
omen
shadow
smile
sorrow
tears
together
travel
trouble
world
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Rebecca McNutt |
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10054a5
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I've just been thinking it would be a lot of fun to live in a defunct shopping mall! Totally abandoned, Yet still frozen in time, Bright white lights shining, Artificial turquoise fountains spewing out clear water, Eerie eighties elevator music drifting by... Dancing erratically, shouting to the top, Because it's sad to see these places die. They're a testament to the hubris of modern America, which is dying in and of itself. Let's ..
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childhood
consumerism
dead-mall
eerie
life
love
mall
nostalgia
shopping
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Rebecca McNutt |
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362f8ce
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People who want nothing need nothing more than power.
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power
society
wealth
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Rebecca McNutt |
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e26618d
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Someday I'll be a lawyer... someday I'll bring justice to people who need it. Lawyers are either legalized liars... or saviors of the truth.
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court
courtroom
jurisprudence
law
lawyer
legal
liar
savior
truth
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Rebecca McNutt |
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b4d2d3f
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New York City is a phoenix rising from the ashes.
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new-york
new-york-city
phoenix
phoenix-rising
sad
september-11-attacks
terrorism
world-trade-center
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Rebecca McNutt |
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b42e34b
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Alecto isn't a person! He's just something that society made and then threw away, a memory that refuses to die.
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canada
cape-breton
coal
created
death
dying
kodak-moment
memory
mining
nostalgia
nova-scotia
person
pollution
society
steel
super-8
threw
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Rebecca McNutt |
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f3629a7
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Um, thanks," Jackson told her. "And your name is...?" "I'm Margaret, Margaret Van Der Graaf," she answered with another eerie smile. Her teeth were so white that they looked bleached. "Van Der Graaf?" Jackson repeated, trying to stifle his laughter. He didn't want to be rude to the only person in sight, to this kind-hearted stranger who was offering to help him, but... Van Der Graaf? "What are you laughing at?" Margaret asked with curiosity..
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comedy
friendship
funny
ghost
humor
longing
lonliness
name
smile
stranger
weird
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Rebecca McNutt |
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9932dd4
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What's supposed to be and what is, are two very different things.
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dreams
inspirational
life
philosophy
supposed
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Rebecca McNutt |
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7103481
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If you were me you'd do the right thing, help your friends, because you're not a coward," Mandy sighed sadly. "I covered up a murder because I was scared to go to jail and I did the wrong thing... well, now's my chance to do the right thing, to save someone's life, because I don't want you to die." "Save someone's life? I'm no one," Alecto laughed morbidly. "A hundred and twelve years is definitely way too long to have survived. You'd be wa..
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cape-breton
coward
crime
death
disturbance
dying
friend
friendship
grief
help
imaginary-friend
jail
loss
misery
moral-values
morals
murder
nova-scotia
ocean
rescue
right
scary
seaside
suicide
wrong
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Rebecca McNutt |
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e32bbc4
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And what if you could go back in time and take all those hours of sorrow and insanity and replace them with something better?
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insanity
sorrow
time
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Rebecca McNutt |
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739c692
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There was a super-8 steel town somewhere, where all the forgotten things in the cruel world ended up eventually, Mandy was sure of it... this place, she decided, was called Smog City.
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canada
city
concept
cruel
death
film
forgotten
grief
heaven
kodachrome
kodak
nostalgia
smog
steel
super-8
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Rebecca McNutt |
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5ac577c
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With Pollution, emotion is irrelevant, it is not their nature," Mearth sighed, making a face as if she were talking to an ignorant small child. "I didn't create them, humans created the Pollution. Cheryl Nobel, Alecto Steele, Albert Sanders, Olivia Campbell, all my pretty little Representations, there aren't many of them left these days but they're still very dangerous! They're here to tell society all about its mistakes! You don't understa..
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canada
cape-breton
chemicals
chernobyl
coal
death
disturbing
dying
earth
entity
environment
fear
green
grief
hazardous
hippie
imaginary
imagination
loss
love-canal
mother-earth
nature
nova-scotia
pollution
recycle
representation
scared
smog
steel
storm
suicide
sydney-tar-ponds
tar
tar-sands
toxic-waste
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Rebecca McNutt |
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999d312
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Son, let me tell you a little something about the environment... you can try to fix it up all you want, but it's a waste of time. Sooner or later we'll all be doomed... slaughtered by terrorists, baked in the heat of the sun, nuked until our shadows glow... greed is good. We don't exist to help other people, we exist to grow the hell up, have kids, get old and die, while consuming all we can. Nothing comes after. There's no wrath, no day of..
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environment
fix
greed
heat
nice
nuclear
rich
sun
terrorism
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Rebecca McNutt |
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8a0d0c5
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Super 8 film is the language of silence.
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cape-breton
film
kodak
kodak-moment
language
nostalgia
nova-scotia
obscure
photography
seventies
silence
super-8
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Rebecca McNutt |
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da1b5b6
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She shakily rushed towards the car to find Alecto casually standing beside it, smoking a cigarette and staring fixedly on the radio as it played the song 'Draggin' the Line' by Tommy James, his expression thoughtful. "What are you thinking about?" Mandy questioned. "Wouldn't the world be a very loud place to live if we said everything we thought?" Alecto asked quietly."
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cigarette
dragging
line
live
loud
mind
music
noise
noisy
place
question
quiet
radio
smoking
song
thinking
thought
tommy-james
world
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Rebecca McNutt |
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080c3c2
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I love you," he said to her, although at that point he was certain she could no longer comprehend the words. "I'd trade places with you in an instant, Mandy Valems... you never deserved this... why would anyone do something so terrible!?" A cold chill froze his heart when he saw her empty eyes again. The fluorescent lights in the dim room sparked to life all of a sudden, brightness so sharp that it startled him. In a flash, sharp and sudden..
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bulb
death
depressing
dim
electricity
empty
explode
eyes
fluorescent
friendship
grief
heart
hospital
i-love-you
lobotomy
loss
love
mental-hospital
psychosurgery
tragic
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Rebecca McNutt |
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b8b2676
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Why did you revive me?" Alecto repeated. "Well... uh, well...." Mandy hesitated, her voice full of sudden misery. "They say there are five stages of grief, you know... five stages. denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Not in any particular order. Anyhow, I denied your death, I was angry about it, I bargained with Mearth to try and get her to un-bury your site and I was depressed about the whole ordeal. One thing I just fr..
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anger
bargaining
crazy
death
death-of-a-loved-one
dehumanization
denial
depression
discredit
dying
friend
friendship
grief
help
imaginary-friend
loss
lunatic
mourning
revival
sadness
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Rebecca McNutt |
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4fd9e52
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Newspapers take peoples' tragedies and force the world to experience all of it.
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media
news
newspaper
sensationalism
tragedy
world
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Rebecca McNutt |
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b49daf0
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There's a good reason for everything, ain't there?
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inspirational
optimism
reason
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Rebecca McNutt |
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4299a25
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Why do they lie?" she asked herself aloud. "They say time makes losing someone you loved easier to deal with, but it only makes it worse."
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ask
bereavement
deal
death-dying
death-of-a-friend
death-of-a-loved-one
easy
grief
lie
loss
love
mourning
saying
time
worse
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Rebecca McNutt |