99c5c19
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I've seen how cigarettes went from being advertised in every type of media to being something found to be deadly... they can't kill me no matter how many of them I smoke but I've seen humans die from smoking them... if I were you I would stop smoking them." "Why should I? You smoke 'em all the time, you chain-smoke cigarettes," Mandy pointed out. "Yeah, I started doing that back in the Sixties... for reasons you likely saw on those VHS tape..
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grief
loss
depression
past
education
cigar
blast-from-the-past
chain-smoke
no-smoking
vhs-tape
retro
depress
deadly
times
disturbing
smog
haunting
gray
cancer
spooky
video
creepy
smoke
cigarette
tobacco
pollution
attack
health
eerie
scary
sick
knowledge
trapped
self-help
horror
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Rebecca McNutt |
bb144b3
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Truthfully she felt incredibly miserable, seeing university students and tourists bustling in and out of the place with their cell phones in hand, texting like there was no tomorrow. Living behind a screen, they'd likely text with their last breath.
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future
digital-age
cell-phone
depressing
text
phone
sad
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Rebecca McNutt |
6759640
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I've been alive a long time, long enough to know that the more baggage you carry in life, the more unstable you'll be, until eventually you get sick of carrying it, and then you just fall down.
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mourning
grief
life
baggage
unstable
mourn
fall
mental-illness
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Rebecca McNutt |
ead9b0f
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People don't look like people anymore after they've fallen from over a hundred floors above the ground.
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people
twin-towers
september-11th
ground
world-trade-center
disaster
gore
september-11-attacks
fall
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Rebecca McNutt |
d34484e
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Shout to the top!
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happy
fun
joy
life
shout
cheer
protest
voice
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Rebecca McNutt |
1c9d77f
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Why'd you want to kill yourself? Didn't you feel anything, or didn't it hurt you?" Mandy questioned, looking puzzled. "Yes, I suppose it did, ... it was strange, it was sharp, that's all I can think of to describe it... and cold, but not cold like ice, more like... I don't know, like something much worse, something horrible... and it seemed like the ground was falling upwards, becoming the sky... for a moment it made me consider that it wa..
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suicide
grief
loss
dark
friends
death
sadness
friendship
dysfunctional
swing-set
confusion
morbid
spooky
creepy
canada
help
friend
self-harm
self-mutilation
halloween
drugs
dying
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
69fc964
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You get people who think you have a mental disorder, people calling you frigid, but I don't care. If they're that desperate, clearly THEY have a problem.
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love
frigid
asexuality
desperate
mental-disorder
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Rebecca McNutt |
c39b311
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They were relentless, brilliant scavengers with a keen sense of craftiness, and no human being could outwit them. The kind of cunning mischief and competition that a murder of crows possessed was unbeatable, and the war between farmer and fowl was a never-ending tale of woe which often led purely to bankruptcy.
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nature
farm
farmer
country
bird
crow
raven
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Rebecca McNutt |
0b2141c
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I might be the hazardous waste site that polluted it, but Cape Breton Island is still my home.
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living
life
canada-day
hazardous
sydney-tar-ponds
cape-breton
nova-scotia
toxic
country
coal
patriot
steel
pollution
home
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Rebecca McNutt |
581d398
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Life is so funny sometimes that you just have to laugh.
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live
happy
joy
funny
life
laugh
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Rebecca McNutt |
bb347ad
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There are some things in the past that... that just aren't meant to be viewed.
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past
found-footage
met
viewed
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Rebecca McNutt |
814b528
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When did the very first case of racism even occur? When did such blind hatred devour the souls of men and make them turn on their own brothers and sisters? What ever taught them that it was normal to be such monsters?
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hatred
prejudice
racism
man
history
human
morality
sister
brother
race
monster
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Rebecca McNutt |
3f0d35c
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Mark, trying his best to distance himself from the cruel and pathetic 21st century, hadn't listened to the news reports, not even when the dark green jeeps and helicopters showed up in town, men dressed in identical uniforms, just like in school, always standing with stony faces, setting up shelters and warning signals and food storage boxes. And as the public service announcements and racist propaganda bloomed onto the screens in every cla..
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racism
war
education
bigitry
box
public-service-announcement
radiation
radioactive
screen
sheeple
storage-box
classroom
nuclear
nuclear-war
army
military
united-states
society
weapon
propaganda
ignorance
stereotype
school
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Rebecca McNutt |
407e360
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I don't want any other friends! They'd never be as good a friend as you are.
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friend
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Rebecca McNutt |
9d645e6
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Dreams are just lies that we tell ourselves while we're asleep.
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sleep
deams
false
cynical
fake
lie
nightmare
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Rebecca McNutt |
5322620
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Oh, I'm Chrissy Mackenzie, I'm from Vancouver but I came here to study environmental journalism," the girl exclaimed with way too much enthusiasm. "You got any advice?" "Search me," Mandy muttered, spooning another ice cube from the empty glass on the table in front of her. "I like pollution, I write in favor of it, and environmental journalism most often implies that it's in favor of all that "go green" hippie crap." "Oh, well...." Chriss..
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world
joy
change
hope
drea
environmntal
gol
ice-cube
vancouver
cape-breton
nova-scotia
hippie
journalist
pollution
improve
friend
peace
drunk
sad
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Rebecca McNutt |
1adb6c9
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People never like pollution, it has become very wrong to like pollution at all. But just like there are good and bad things about people, there are good and bad things about pollution. If people were pollution we would get rid of anyone who was different, anyone who was considered an inconvenience... but we'd be getting rid of a life, a lot of lives... because we didn't like them. If pollution was a person would we still be trying to get ri..
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earth
people
human
death
hope
life
hippie
litter
plants
smog
environmentalism
garbage
environment
canada
pollution
animals
help
scary
water
dangerous
mental-illness
evil
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Rebecca McNutt |
2a0a0e9
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Most people are as happy as other people decide they should be.
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happy
people
social
family-drama
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Rebecca McNutt |
20c3944
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Selena was born in a generation that had grown up on the edge. She'd grown up knowing that the little child starlet who voiced Anne-Marie on 'All Dogs Go to Heaven', Judith Barsi, had been murdered and set on fire by her own father. She'd grown up knowing that school shootings were more common than winning the lottery. She'd grown up in an age of terror.
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murder
fear
judith-barsi
millennial-quotes
school-shooting
millennials
growing-up
terror
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Rebecca McNutt |
f93063f
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There was a heaven beyond anything he knew where there was no jet fuel, no jumping, no burning towers... but he wasn't looking beyond yet. He was still looking back.
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heaven
death
life
september-11th
skyscrapers
september-11-attacks
terrorism
new-york-city
new-york
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Rebecca McNutt |
bb6b4ba
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Wendy's house, unlike many in Cape Breton, had three floors, along with a basement and attic. Aside from Wendy's bedroom, there was a laundry room. The dirty water in the sink would rush from the washer hose, bubbling up, threatening to overflow, but it never did. Next-door was a motel with a neon sign that read in turquoise and pink, "We have the best rates in town!", but the 'E' in 'rates' kept flickering on and off day and night so that ..
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funny
bedroom
bubble
inn
laundry-room
motel
quaint
rates
sink
cape-breton
sydney
best
turquoise
neon
canada
odd
weird
rat
hotel
small-town
poor
house
rats
strange
pink
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
d0f338e
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They think I'm not entirely 'grounded in reality', they say. They want me to go to some live-in nerdy activity ranch thing for troubled Canadian youth, that one out in Ontario where you come back programmed like some robot, dressed in a tye-dyed shirt and eating tuna sandwiches," Mandy explained, a horrified look on her face. "You're eighteen, not twelve! Would they really send you to some rat's nest like that?" Wendy questioned in mock ho..
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family
friendship
humor
locks
ontario
preteen
reprogramming
sleepaway
straight-camp
tuna-sandwich
nova-scotia
summer-camp
wiener-roast
rebel
pressure
troubled
center
coming-of-age
canada
teen
self-help
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
615584f
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On Wall Street, Clarence was a diamond in a sea of glass, never greedy, never an ambulance-chaser, never the kind of person who deserved to die in the way that he did.
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morality
greed
wall-street
september-11-attacks
glass
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Rebecca McNutt |
6d95d6b
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The Twin Towers stood out like an enormous number 11 looming over New York City, a familiar icon coupled with the Brooklyn Bridge, the Empire State building and the Statue of Liberty. Those towers were like the soul of lower Manhattan, alive in their own right.
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skyscraper
empire-state-building
icon
landmark
twin-towers
brooklyn-bridge
world-trade-center
statue-of-liberty
manhattan
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Rebecca McNutt |
8e189a5
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I don't want anything else bad to happen," she whispered, her voice choked with tears. "I'm so sick to death of bad things happening, of seeing bad things that happened in the past! And I'm guilty of so many things. I'm sorry that I killed Mrs. Matthias and wrecked her stupid greenhouse back in the Eighties and I'm sorry I left you here alone while I went around the world." "I wasn't alone though, I knew you were doing what you wanted to do..
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hopelessness
grief
murder
travel
world
sorrow
death
friendship
love
greenhouse
eighties
apart
lonliness
damaged
bad
together
omen
friend
crying
shadow
smile
tears
trouble
guilt
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Rebecca McNutt |
10054a5
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I've just been thinking it would be a lot of fun to live in a defunct shopping mall! Totally abandoned, Yet still frozen in time, Bright white lights shining, Artificial turquoise fountains spewing out clear water, Eerie eighties elevator music drifting by... Dancing erratically, shouting to the top, Because it's sad to see these places die. They're a testament to the hubris of modern America, which is dying in and of itself. Let's ..
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life
love
dead-mall
mall
shopping
eerie
childhood
consumerism
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
362f8ce
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People who want nothing need nothing more than power.
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wealth
society
power
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Rebecca McNutt |
e26618d
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Someday I'll be a lawyer... someday I'll bring justice to people who need it. Lawyers are either legalized liars... or saviors of the truth.
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truth
jurisprudence
legal
courtroom
savior
lawyer
law
court
liar
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Rebecca McNutt |
b4d2d3f
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New York City is a phoenix rising from the ashes.
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phoenix-rising
phoenix
world-trade-center
september-11-attacks
terrorism
new-york-city
sad
new-york
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Rebecca McNutt |
b42e34b
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Alecto isn't a person! He's just something that society made and then threw away, a memory that refuses to die.
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death
created
threw
kodak-moment
cape-breton
super-8
nova-scotia
coal
mining
steel
canada
pollution
society
person
dying
memory
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
f3629a7
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Um, thanks," Jackson told her. "And your name is...?" "I'm Margaret, Margaret Van Der Graaf," she answered with another eerie smile. Her teeth were so white that they looked bleached. "Van Der Graaf?" Jackson repeated, trying to stifle his laughter. He didn't want to be rude to the only person in sight, to this kind-hearted stranger who was offering to help him, but... Van Der Graaf? "What are you laughing at?" Margaret asked with curiosity..
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funny
friendship
humor
comedy
lonliness
weird
stranger
smile
ghost
longing
name
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Rebecca McNutt |
9932dd4
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What's supposed to be and what is, are two very different things.
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dreams
life
philosophy
inspirational
supposed
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Rebecca McNutt |
7103481
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If you were me you'd do the right thing, help your friends, because you're not a coward," Mandy sighed sadly. "I covered up a murder because I was scared to go to jail and I did the wrong thing... well, now's my chance to do the right thing, to save someone's life, because I don't want you to die." "Save someone's life? I'm no one," Alecto laughed morbidly. "A hundred and twelve years is definitely way too long to have survived. You'd be wa..
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suicide
grief
murder
loss
wrong
death
friendship
disturbance
moral-values
seaside
imaginary-friend
cape-breton
nova-scotia
coward
jail
rescue
help
friend
misery
crime
scary
right
morals
ocean
dying
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Rebecca McNutt |
e32bbc4
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And what if you could go back in time and take all those hours of sorrow and insanity and replace them with something better?
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time
sorrow
insanity
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Rebecca McNutt |
739c692
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There was a super-8 steel town somewhere, where all the forgotten things in the cruel world ended up eventually, Mandy was sure of it... this place, she decided, was called Smog City.
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grief
heaven
death
kodak
kodachrome
super-8
concept
smog
steel
canada
forgotten
film
cruel
city
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
5ac577c
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With Pollution, emotion is irrelevant, it is not their nature," Mearth sighed, making a face as if she were talking to an ignorant small child. "I didn't create them, humans created the Pollution. Cheryl Nobel, Alecto Steele, Albert Sanders, Olivia Campbell, all my pretty little Representations, there aren't many of them left these days but they're still very dangerous! They're here to tell society all about its mistakes! You don't understa..
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suicide
earth
grief
loss
nature
fear
death
imagination
chernobyl
entity
hazardous
love-canal
tar
tar-sands
toxic-waste
sydney-tar-ponds
cape-breton
nova-scotia
recycle
hippie
disturbing
smog
mother-earth
imaginary
chemicals
representation
coal
green
steel
environment
canada
pollution
storm
dying
scared
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Rebecca McNutt |
999d312
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Son, let me tell you a little something about the environment... you can try to fix it up all you want, but it's a waste of time. Sooner or later we'll all be doomed... slaughtered by terrorists, baked in the heat of the sun, nuked until our shadows glow... greed is good. We don't exist to help other people, we exist to grow the hell up, have kids, get old and die, while consuming all we can. Nothing comes after. There's no wrath, no day of..
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greed
nuclear
fix
environment
terrorism
rich
sun
heat
nice
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Rebecca McNutt |
8a0d0c5
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Super 8 film is the language of silence.
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photography
silence
kodak-moment
kodak
cape-breton
super-8
nova-scotia
obscure
seventies
film
language
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
da1b5b6
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She shakily rushed towards the car to find Alecto casually standing beside it, smoking a cigarette and staring fixedly on the radio as it played the song 'Draggin' the Line' by Tommy James, his expression thoughtful. "What are you thinking about?" Mandy questioned. "Wouldn't the world be a very loud place to live if we said everything we thought?" Alecto asked quietly."
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live
mind
world
music
song
dragging
tommy-james
noisy
cigarette
line
place
quiet
radio
thinking
question
loud
noise
thought
smoking
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Rebecca McNutt |
080c3c2
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I love you," he said to her, although at that point he was certain she could no longer comprehend the words. "I'd trade places with you in an instant, Mandy Valems... you never deserved this... why would anyone do something so terrible!?" A cold chill froze his heart when he saw her empty eyes again. The fluorescent lights in the dim room sparked to life all of a sudden, brightness so sharp that it startled him. In a flash, sharp and sudden..
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grief
loss
death
friendship
heart
love
dim
bulb
fluorescent
lobotomy
psychosurgery
explode
electricity
mental-hospital
depressing
tragic
empty
i-love-you
hospital
eyes
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Rebecca McNutt |
b8b2676
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Why did you revive me?" Alecto repeated. "Well... uh, well...." Mandy hesitated, her voice full of sudden misery. "They say there are five stages of grief, you know... five stages. denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. Not in any particular order. Anyhow, I denied your death, I was angry about it, I bargained with Mearth to try and get her to un-bury your site and I was depressed about the whole ordeal. One thing I just fr..
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mourning
grief
loss
depression
death
sadness
friendship
bargaining
discredit
imaginary-friend
revival
dehumanization
death-of-a-loved-one
anger
denial
help
friend
crazy
lunatic
dying
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Rebecca McNutt |
4fd9e52
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Newspapers take peoples' tragedies and force the world to experience all of it.
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tragedy
world
newspaper
sensationalism
news
media
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Rebecca McNutt |
b49daf0
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There's a good reason for everything, ain't there?
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reason
optimism
inspirational
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Rebecca McNutt |
4299a25
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Why do they lie?" she asked herself aloud. "They say time makes losing someone you loved easier to deal with, but it only makes it worse."
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mourning
time
grief
loss
love
bereavement
saying
death-dying
death-of-a-friend
deal
death-of-a-loved-one
worse
ask
lie
easy
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Rebecca McNutt |