a4b863f
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You're not exactly up for the Humanitarian of the Year award, so save your altruism for someone who can't see through you like cellophane.
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funny
cellophane
cellophane-wrap
hokey
humanitarian
jesus-complex
messiah-complex
pretentious
self-righteousness
pretend
see-through
fake
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Rebecca McNutt |
8e4ecc6
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Imagine for a moment that you are the proud owner of a large house which you have spent years of your life painting and decorating and filling with everything you love. It's your home. It's something you've made your own, something for you to be remembered by, something that, perhaps years later, your children and grandchildren can visit and get a view of your life in. It's part of your creativity, your hard work... it's your property. Now ..
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metaphor
books
funny
fanfiction
pervy
copyright
sherlock
vandalism
imagine
house
respect
ghost
geek
grave
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Rebecca McNutt |
4131837
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Would you ever sleep with me?" he questioned once. "Never," she'd replied, her large eyes shining in the bluish glow from his TV set, "but I love you... in a different way. I'll always be loyal to you, I'll never betray you, that's how I love people."
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sleep
television
love
glow
asexuality
loyal
betrayal
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Rebecca McNutt |
124b1c3
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I'll remember you... I remember everyone I've lost.
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grief
loss
love
photo-album
photograph
think
noir
remember
sad
memory
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
d116095
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photographs are very interesting, and you can look into them a million times and still find a new meaning in them, something in the past that was caught in the film itself...
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photography
grief
loss
romance
joy
meaning
past
love
fujifilm
nikon
kodak
kodachrome
super-8
canon
photo
capture
film
knowledge
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
de1c914
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You're innocent until proven guilty," Mandy exclaimed, unable to hide her gleeful smile. She missed the way people used to have normal conversations, used to be more caring for each other than themselves, back in the Seventies and Eighties. These days, she realized, neighbors kept to themselves, their kids kept to themselves, nobody talked to each other anymore. They went to work, went shopping and shut themselves up at home in front of glo..
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earth
grief
loss
death
convenient
old-school
reporter
taxi
retro
cape-breton
nova-scotia
stuck
moving
digital
medications
leaving-home
environment
canada
cars
stop
crying
gone
misery
trapped
lonely
sad
crazy
insane
dying
mental-illness
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
4440d30
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Yeah, you're right about having entire rooms full of film and photos... in that Sydney Mines house I have a darkroom, I have boxes of film and home movie footage... I have a few projectors, I have piles of Kodachrome slides... I like photographs. The world is always running away from society and the only way to keep the stuff that's happened in the past is by taking photographs, I can keep memories of things alive with photographs," Alecto ..
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memories
industrial
polaroid
steel-mill
kodak
coal-mine
darkroom
kodachrome
cape-breton
super-8
nova-scotia
photograph
smog
photo
digital
coal
pollution
train
capture
film
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
4a40209
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You're such a great liar when you lie to yourself.
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lies
liar
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Rebecca McNutt |
995d48e
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People all over the world, you good, faithful, busy people, I implore you, don't be me! If you're dissatisfied by whatever life throws at you, walk away and leave it behind before it's too late! When life gives you lemons, make lemonade!
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life
inspirational
advice-for-daily-living
lemonade
news
disappointment
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Rebecca McNutt |
97e3315
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I guess if there's one thing I can say about the 21st century, it's that the 21st century is all flash and no substance... everything is digital, nothing but files of invisible electronic data on computers and mindless zombies on their cellular phones... it's sad how because of the digital age, society is ultimately doomed. Nothing in the digital age is real anymore, and you know, they say celluloid film and ray tube televisions and maybe e..
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photography
future
books
bleak
cell-phones
celluloid
depressingly-honest
super-8
camera
digital
paper
doom
apocalypse
book
film
scary
poison
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Rebecca McNutt |
bb5c5f7
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When she thought of New York City now, the place where she'd lived for most of her life, the only home she'd ever really known, she realized the city was like a person who now oftentimes struggled to stand proud because both its legs had collapsed in a sea of dust, fire and scattered office papers.
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september-11th-attacks
twin-towers
september-11th
world-trade-center
terrorism
new-york-city
new-york
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Rebecca McNutt |
ab13f3e
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Winters are a desolate time where all senses are wiped away, and here in Canada, this is especially true. All smells are sucked clean from the air, leaving only a harsh, icy crispness. Colours are stripped away, leaving a stark white landscape, a sky which stays black at night and gray in the day, a world of only three shades. Stay outside too long, and your hands will get so cold that they'll go numb and turn red, like the claws of a lobst..
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winter
color
nature
frigid
frost
frozen
landscape
shades
canada
sky
lobster
cold
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Rebecca McNutt |
05e8540
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Small talk... Bernie resented it more than life itself. The weather, sports scores, frivolous gossip... nothing real, nothing serious, nothing meaningful about it. People were experts at wasting their brief, precious years on earth with small talk.
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life
philosophy
small-talk
serious
meaningful
small
talk
waste
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Rebecca McNutt |
efd305b
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Alford, Massachusetts: Mandy stood there with her old Nikon film camera, snapping photo after photo of the rural landscape. It was difficult to describe the wonderful feeling of there not being a single cell phone in sight; the only modern technology around was the faint blue glow of a cathode ray tube television in the window of a nearby house, and a few cars and trucks parked in crumbling gravel driveways. She was allowed to see this plac..
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photography
earth
television
future
past
love
cook-stove
glow
laundry
traditional
nikon
kodak
kodachrome
cell-phone
farm
pie
massachusetts
grim
country
digital
missing
nostalgic
small-town
film
peace
texting
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Rebecca McNutt |
f731e42
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You have more issues than Reader's Digest.
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funny
humor
reader-s-digest
psychology
mental-health
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Rebecca McNutt |
78b5c6b
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At last evil and corruption take over," Mearth laughed icily, her eyes filled with a wild glow. "Someday you'll become so unstable that you'll kill anyone you've ever cared about in your life, and when that happens I only hope that you leave any outsider witnesses alone as you fade out of the world." Alecto froze for a moment, completely silent, setting the camera down on the fence and thinking things over. Mandy could see him clearly now t..
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television
screen
sydney-tar-ponds
super-8
mother-earth
sadistic
watching
silent
movie
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Rebecca McNutt |
2f3a6dc
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I love the smell of old books," Mandy sighed, inhaling deeply with the book pressed against her face. The yellow pages smelled of wood and paper mills and mothballs." --
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reading
dream
books
mothballs
paper-mill
smell-of-books
vintage
smell
old
surreal
nerd
wood
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
cd15dac
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Film photography will always be superior to digital - because no matter how many lasers and instant buttons and HD pixels you've got, a human being can take a photograph with much more integrity and meaning than one a built-in robot took.
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photography
history
magic
nature
human
future
compassion
cellulod
hd
kodak
instant
robot
camera
photo
digital
art
film
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
c6fbe44
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In her eyes was the reflection of everything that mattered: old diners with neon signs, vinyl records, celluloid film, drive-in movies, Pears soap, department stores, her brother's old blue Camaro car and the smell of coal dust in the rainy sky of a summer lightning storm. ...And all the nice bright colors of the past that she thought were gone for good came flowing back into her life like a wave of nostalgia flooding over her, reds, yellow..
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earth
world
rurl
found-footage
kodak
bright
colors
mystery
beautiful
memory
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
6dbf94d
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Sometimes, without effort, you live in the moment. You don't regret the past or worry about the future, and in that moment everything flashes before your eyes , a clear snapshot of what has to be done, and everything pauses.
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photography
time
dream
future
past
imagination
life
snapshot
kodak-moment
pause
clear
clarity
worry
moment
regret
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
181fc05
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We were poor back then. Not living in a cardboard carton poor, not "we might have to eat the dog" poor, but still poor. Poor like, no insurance poor, and going to McDonald's was a really big excitement poor, wearing socks for gloves in the winter poor, and collecting nickels and dimes from the washing machine because she never got allowance, that kind of poor... poor enough to be nostalgic about poverty. So, when my mom and dad took me here..
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poverty
future
past
cardboard
coins
washing-machine
instamatic
kodak
cape-breton
nova-scotia
mcdonald-s
camera
digital
birthday
mall
canada
nostalgic
shopping
film
poor
insurance
wishes
dog
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
c4f8341
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It was the smell that hit her first. It was a sterile, antiseptic and very distinctive medical smell, a smell with an underlying metallic reek of blood beneath it. Disturbing as this was, Selena wasn't necessarily shocked. It was a hospital, after all. Just like schools had a tendency to smell like chalk dust and sweat and cafeteria mystery meat, just like auto shops stank of gasoline and rust, hospitals had an odour reflecting their whole ..
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stink
redundancy
smell
reek
hospital
blood
school
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Rebecca McNutt |
9c70d4d
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Reasonable doubt trumps everything.
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reason
legal
reasonable-doubt
trump
lawyer
rationality
logic
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Rebecca McNutt |
be67ef2
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This is my home, Cape Breton is my home, and I don't know if I really want to leave it as much as I might think and I'm sort of scared to leave it all behind, everything I've lived with, I have so many memories of all the things I've done here and I'm afraid if I leave, I might lose all my memories...
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loss
travel
cape-breton
nova-scotia
moving
leaving
home
scary
remember
memory
scared
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
2e66850
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I can't look people in the eye and tell them that they're going to die anymore.
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sympathy
empathy
morality
death
sadness
azrael
pale-horseman
scythe
grim-reaper
angel
eye
tell
look
dead
die
dying
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Rebecca McNutt |
893be34
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I'm afraid of what the digital age will do to the world, to the things we think are important... it's almost like people want to believe in some illusion that they're robots and forget altogether that they're real, living people... but everything these days is disposable, even people themselves, and that's why I'm afraid for the world," Mandy confessed, looking depressed and worried. "So am I... but I'll still watch all of it as the world d..
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earth
grief
human
next-generation
cell-phone
environmental
nova-scotia
robots
digital
apocalypse
canada
dystopian
gone
scary
hopeless
horror
lost
technology
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Rebecca McNutt |
96fd4c2
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Just because something isn't good doesn't mean it's bad.
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good
life
truth
misunderstood
spooky
depth
book
literary
ethics
characters
crime
lonely
sad
novel
evil
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Rebecca McNutt |
09cfaa4
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He's completely blown through his younger years like his childhood was one big cigarette to smoke carelessly.
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wasted-time
smoke
cigarette
growing-up
kid
child
young
childhood
memory
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
9c55337
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Everything has a past, a voice, existed at some point, even things as small and seemingly meaningless as a house in a huge suburb. It's a house like every other house... but at some point a family lived there, made it theirs, made it important. When people forget that history, that somebody at some point thought the house mattered, it just becomes an empty pile of nailed wood and brick and concrete that gets torn down for some strip mall or..
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earth
human
family
hope
life
material
together
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Rebecca McNutt |
5ea173a
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Alecto, do you think we have fallen from heaven, or do you think we are falling towards it?
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heaven
towards
from
falling
hell
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Rebecca McNutt |
d542bc8
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Don't pack your bags just yet, stay awhile, Don't try to run away to higher ground, You're in my twisted clouds of sad misfortune, And you are such an entertaining crowd! (I've never had such cheerful toys to play with...) Forget I said that - just a little natural disaster Humour, Ha-ha-ha. Pull up a rusty lawn chair On the waterfront in New Orleans, And ignore the wind that howls, Things aren't always as they seem. I can smell fear in th..
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poverty
dark-poetry
hurricane-katrina
natural-disaster
southern
hurricane
welfare
witch
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Rebecca McNutt |
49bef17
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Do you think there's somewhere else, some other place to go after this one?" Mandy blurted out. "You mean when you die, where will you end up?" Alecto asked her. "...I wouldn't know... back to whatever void there is, I suppose." "I've thought about it... every living thing dies alone, it'll be lonely after death," Mandy sighed sadly. "That freaks me out, does it scare you?" "I don't want to be alone," Alecto replied wearily. "We won't be,..
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time
grief
heaven
depression
death
imagination
sadness
truth
frightened
disturbing
grim
spooky
nirvana
funeral
purgatory
void
misery
scary
kill
dead
lost
dying
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
9af3712
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Red rain, white-striped towers and a clear blue sky, it was like America's flag exploded everywhere that day.
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september-11th-attacks
twin-towers
september-11th
world-trade-center
september-11-attacks
manhattan
patriotism
new-york
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Rebecca McNutt |
cd06039
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One of the many downsides to being a drug addict is never really knowing if the stuff is real.
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funny
humor
downside
drug-addict
druggie
drug
junkie
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Rebecca McNutt |
235a3fd
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Your imaginary friend isn't the problem, Amanda. The problem is that you don't seem to have any real friends.
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death
imagination
fantasy
friendship
love
imaginary-friend
real
psychiatry
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Rebecca McNutt |
3db89af
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Mandy smiled cheerfully at an overweight kid in a gold sweater and pink skirt who was chasing her little brother around along the boardwalk. When she was that age, on sunny days she'd be out on the boardwalk with Jud and Wendy, buying rainbow sorbet from the ice cream shop and placing paper boats into the harbour. She felt like a ghost, drifting past the shell of her own childhood.
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kids
rainbow-sorbet
ice-cream
pollution
sea
children
childhood
nostalgia
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Rebecca McNutt |
d985d4f
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Mandy loved the smell of a sunny day after a night of rain. The sun hit the orange puddles, the overgrown, soft, green grass on her lawn, and it beamed down through the orange steel mill smog, sending otherworldly, bizarre shadows across the concrete sidewalk.
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dream
science
smog
nuclear
rainbow
pollution
surreal
girl
storm
teenager
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Rebecca McNutt |
b4dbfa8
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Kipster is a perfectly valid word," Wendy argued, about to write down her score on the little notepad that had come with the game. "Okay, so what does it mean?" Mandy wanted to know. Wendy struggled to come up with an answer, and finally just changed the subject with school gossip. Mandy found herself just ignoring it... it always sounded the same, the same events, same rumors, same secrets, same affairs, but never anything of interest to ..
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suicide
words
funny
80-s
argue
kipster
cape-breton
nova-scotia
boring
eighties
drama-queen
scrabble
maturity
coming-of-age
canada
pollution
growing-up
baby
teenage
fighting
eating
gossip
bullying
scary
game
drama
self-harm
nostalgia
rumors
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Rebecca McNutt |
7a7b2e9
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Sometimes Geraldine feels like she can drive forever. Maybe that's partially why she took a job at Milo General Motors. Driving is the best means of escape that the human race has, at least, that's her opinion. She's never had the guts to try drugs before, both because her sister was a junkie in the last few months she knew her, and because she's heard the overdose horror stories, seen 'Requiem for a Dream', smelled the vapours of a meth la..
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car-dealership
druggie
requiem-for-a-dream
cocaine
junkie
crack
needle
escapism
drive
car
surreal
ghost
nightmare
drugs
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Rebecca McNutt |
5900aae
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I've seen a lot of stuff... maybe I've seen too much. I see most humans in a bad light because I've seen what they can do, how evil they can be... I've seen the Holocaust and I've seen Jonestown, I've seen the Vietnam War and I've seen Hiroshima... I've seen the Chernobyl disaster... I've seen the World Trade Center attack... I've been alive too long, over a hundred years is a long time to be alive," Alecto sighed, staring at the cigarette ..
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earth
grief
nature
human
death
chernobyl
hazardous
hippie
alive
smog
nuclear
jonestown
personification
kami
disaster
steel
pollution
holocaust
vietnam-war
lonely
sad
dying
evil
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Rebecca McNutt |
f10b249
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You should find something better to do with your time," Mandy told him. "I spend my time shooting people, and then I take them to darkrooms and blow them up." "...Come again?" Alecto questioned with a tone of alarm in his voice. "I take photographs and develop them myself, I've got my own darkroom... it was a joke," Mandy laughed. "I love photography and I'm gonna be a photojournalist someday." "Really?" Alecto asked. For the first time si..
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photography
murder
friends
funny
humor
april-fool-s
blow-up
chemical
dark-room
demented
instamatic
nikon
photography-humor
home-movies
kodak
darkroom
super-8
disturbing
develop
camera
enthusiasm
shoot
weird
film
strange
hilarious
joke
crazy
insane
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Rebecca McNutt |
a50f21c
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Her gaze wavered towards one of the books on the sales counter beside the register, a hardcover copy of Shakespeare's Hamlet with many of the pages dog-eared and stained with coffee and tea. The store owner caught her looking at it and slid it across the counter towards her. "You ever read Hamlet?" he questioned. "I tried to when I was in high school," said Mandy, picking up the book and flipping it over to read the back. "I mean, it's expe..
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revenge
shakespeare
grief
loss
reading
diffcult
dog-eared
bookstore
coffee
tea
geek
nerd
hamlet
classic
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Rebecca McNutt |
a0fc83d
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Nobody really wants to be your friend when they discover that you work with dead people.
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death
friendship
mortician
undertaker
morbid
career
funeral
friend
dead
lonely
dying
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Rebecca McNutt |
afe6e57
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Amanda, you finally decided to answer the phone," her mom exclaimed after picking up at the first ring. "Where've you been, what've you been up to?" "Mom, do you remember when I was a kid, I had a friend, he was a Personification of the Sydney Tar Ponds, sort of my imaginary friend?" Mandy asked. "No, what in the name of god are you on about?" her mom sighed in exasperation. "Remember? Only I could see him, but he was real and he was my bes..
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family
friendship
imaginary-companion
imaginary-playmate
invisible-friend
pretend-friend
sydney-tar-ponds
imaginary-friend
cape-breton
nova-scotia
call
telephone
dysfunctional-families
eighteen
pretend
canada
conversation
friend
talk
girl
mom
mother
invisible
remember
phone
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Rebecca McNutt |