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It was a clear, black morning, encrusted with stars.
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stars
early-morning
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the-secret-history
descriptive
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Donna Tartt |
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But one mustn't underestimate the primal appeal--to lose one's self, lose it utterly. And in losing it be born to the principle of continuous life, outside the prison of mortality and time.
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primal
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
lose-yourself
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But walking through it all was one thing; walking away, unfortunately, has proved to be quite another, and though once I thought I had left that ravine forever on an April afternoon long ago, now I am not so sure. Now the searchers have departed, and life has grown quiet around me, I have come to realize that while for years I might have imagined myself to be somewhere else, in reality I have been there all the time: up at the top by the muddy wheel-ruts in the new grass, where the sky is dark over the shivering apple blossoms and the first chill of the snow that will fall that night is already in the air.
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donna-tartt
the-secret-history
haunted
prologue
trapped
memory
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The ceilings had set off a ghostly echo, giving all that desperate hilarity the quality of a memory even as I sat listening to it, memories of things I'd never known.
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the-secret-history
memory
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Donna Tartt |
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The lamplight was eerie, and, standing there motionless in our bathrobes, sleepy, with shadows flickering all around, I felt as though I had woken from one dream into an even more remote one, some bizarre wartime bomb shelter of the unconscious.
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dreams
dream-within-a-dream
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
descriptive
eerie
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Donna Tartt |
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I slept all day, face down in the pillow, a comfortable dead-man's float only remotely disturbed by a chill undertow of reality--talk, footsteps, slamming doors--which threaded fitfully through the dark, blood-warm waters of dream.
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donna-tartt
the-secret-history
figurative-language
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Donna Tartt |
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I was as depressed as I have ever been in my life.
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donna-tartt
the-secret-history
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Donna Tartt |
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. The word itself had lost little of its power to startle and had, due to my ignorance of the physical place it occupied on the globe, assumed a peculiar life of its own. There was the harsh Ar at the beginning, which called up gold, idols, lost cities in the jungle, which in turn led to the hushed and sinister chamber of Gen, with the bright, interrogative Tina at the end--all nonsense, of course, but then it seemed in some muddled way that name itself, one of the few concrete facts available to me, might itself be a cryptogram or clue.
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the-secret-place
donna-tartt
whimsical
wordplay
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Donna Tartt |
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In fact, I can't think of much I'd like better than for him to step into the room right now, glasses fogged and smelling of damp wool, shaking the rain from his hair like an old dog and saying: 'Dickie, my boy, what you got for a thirsty old man to drink tonight?
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humor
life
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
ocd
horror
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Donna Tartt |
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I have only to glance over my shoulder for all those years to drop away and I see it behind me again, the ravine, rising all green and black through the saplings, a picture that will never leave me.
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indelible
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
haunted
prologue
guilt
memory
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Donna Tartt |
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Out on the lawn, Bunny had just knocked Henry's ball about seventy feet outside the court. There was a ragged burst of laughter; faint, but clear, it floated back across the evening air. That laughter haunts me still.
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laughter
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
haunting
melancholy
sad
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Donna Tartt |
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I am gifted at blending myself into any given milieu--you've never seen such a typical California teenager as I was, nor such a dissolute and callous pre-med student--but somehow despite my efforts, I am never able to blend myself in entirely and remain in some respects quite distinct from my surroundings, in the same way that a green chameleon remains a distinct entity from the leaf upon which it sits, no matter how perfectly it has approximated the the subtleties of the particular shade.
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simile
impostor
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
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Donna Tartt |
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All of a sudden, images from every crime movie I'd ever seen began to pop into my mind--the windowless room, the harsh lights and narrow hallways, images which did not seem so much theatrical or foreign as imbued with the indelible quality of memory, of experience lived.
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donna-tartt
the-secret-history
memory
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Donna Tartt |
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<> disse , guardandoci. <>
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tragedy
philosophy
donna-tartt
the-secret-history
philosophy-quotes
philosophy-of-life
greek
human-nature
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La bellezza e raramente dolce o consolatoria. Quasi l'opposto. La vera bellezza e sempre un po' inquietante.
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frasi
donna-tartt
libro
narrativa
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Donna Tartt |
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<> continuo Julian, <>
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donna-tartt
libro
narrativa
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There is nothing wrong with the love of Beauty. But Beauty -unless she is wed to something more meaningful -is always superficial
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the-secret-history
superficial
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