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"You think giving you a hug would give away too much?" he says. "You know," I say. "I really don't care." I stand on my tiptoes and press my lips to his. It is the best moment of my life."
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four
tris
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
53909f7
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When her body first hit the net, all I registered was a gray blur. I pulled her across it and her hand was small, but warm, and then she stood before me, short and thin and plain and in all ways unremarkable- except that she had jumped first. The stiff had jumped first. Even I didn't jump first. Her eyes were so stern, so insistent. Beautiful.
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thoughts
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
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"You're not very nice," I say, grinning. "You're one to talk." "Hey, I could be nice if I tried." "Hmm." He taps his chin. "Say something nice, then." "You're very good-looking." He smiles, his teeth a flash in this dark. "I like this 'nice' thing."
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humour
divergent
tris-and-tobias
four
tris
tobias
divergent-series
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veronica roth |
d501a43
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Two things you should know about me; The first is that I am deeply suspicious of people in general. It is my nature to expect the worst of them. And the second is that I am unexpectedly good with computers.
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dauntless
knowing-a-person
four
tobias
suspicious
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Veronica Roth |
1d0fc8d
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You nearly died today,' he says. 'I almost shot you. Why didn't you shoot me, Tris?' 'I couldn't do that,' I say. 'It would have been like shooting myself.' He looks pained and leans closer to me, so his lips brush mine when he speaks.
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four
tris
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
6b654ee
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The person you became with her is worth being.
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life
christina
four
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
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"Yeah, well," I say, "I left Abnegation because I wasn't selfless enough, no matter how hard I tried to be." "That's not entirely true." He smiles at me. "That girl who let someone throw knives at her to spare a friend, who hit my dad with a belt to protect me-that selfless girl, that's not you?"... "You've been paying close attention, haven't you?" "I like to observe people/" "Maybe you were cut out for Candor, Four, because you're a terrible liar."
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love
divergent
four
tobias
tris-prior
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
38298ee
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"Okay, okay." I set my hand on top of his and guide it to my chest, so it's right over my heart. "Feel my heartbeat. Can you feel it?" "Yes." "Feel how steady it is?" "It's fast." "Yes, well, that has nothing to do with the box." I wince as soon as I'm done speaking. I just admitted to something. Hopefully he doesn't realize that."
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tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
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We've all started to put down the virtues of the other factions in the process of bolstering our own. I don't want to do that. I want to be brave, and selfless, and smart, and kind, and honest." He clears his throat. "I continually struggle with kindness.
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inspirational
four
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
eeebb67
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"We've all started to put down the virtues of the other factions in the process of bolstering our own. I don't want to do that. I want to be brave, and selfless, and smart, and kind, and honest." He clears his throat. "I continually struggle with kindness."
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inspirational
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
d4d02f1
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He turns toward me. I want to touch him, but I'm afraid of his bareness; afraid that he will make me bare too. 'Is this scaring you, Tris?' 'No,' I croak. I clear my throat. 'Not really. I'm only...afraid of what I want.' 'What do you want?' Then his face tightens. 'Me?' Slowly I nod.
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four
tris
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
2c5b2bb
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I don't know how long it takes for me to realize that isn't going to happen, that she is gone. But when I do I feel all the strength go out of me, and I fall to my knees beside the table and I think I cry, then, or at least I want to, and everything inside me screams for just one more kiss, one more word, one more glance, one more.
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beatrice-prior
tobias-eaton
four
tris
tobias
allegiant-quotes
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Veronica Roth |
8a5394c
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He slides his hand over my cheek, one finger anchored behind my ear. Then he tilts his head down and kisses me, sending a warm ache through my body. I wrap my hands around his arm, holding him there as long as I can. When he touches me, the hollowed-out feeling in my chest and stomach is not as noticeable.
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insurgent
four
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
212ab6c
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"Simulation Tobias kisses my neck. I try to think. I have to face the fear. I have to take control of the situation and find a way to make it less frightening. I look Simulation Tobias in the eye and say sternly, "I am not going to sleep with you in a hallucination. Okay?" Then I grab him by his shoulders and turn us around, pushing him against the bedpost. I feel something other than fear--a prickle in my stomach, a bubble of laughter. I press against him and kiss him, my hands wrapping around his arms. He feels strong. He feels...good. And he's gone. I laugh into my hand until my face gets hot. I must be the only initiate with this fear."
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simulation
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
0bb3abe
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It reminds me that no embrace will ever feel the same again, because no one will ever be like her again, because she's gone. She's gone, and crying feels so useless, so stupid, but it's all I can do.
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grief
loss
love
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
b5a857e
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What did you do?" I mumble. He is just a few feet away from me now, but not close enough to hear me. As he passes me he stretches out his hand. He wraps it around my palm and squeezes. Squeezes, then lets go. His eyes are bloodshot; he is pale. "What did you do?" This time the question tears from my throat like a growl. I throw myself toward him, struggling against Peter's grip, though his hands chafe. "What did you do?" I scream. "You die, I die too" Tobias looks over his shoulder at me. "I asked you not to do this. You made your decision. These are the repercussions.
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beatrice-prior
dauntless
erudite
inspirational
brave
insurgent
tobias-eaton
tobias
tris-prior
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Veronica Roth |
f452f8b
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Some things are hard to let go of.
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tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
a5b58aa
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It is more important for you to be safe than right, for the time being. Understand? (...) But please, when you see an opportunity...ruin them
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four
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
2fd3f77
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I keep finding myself stifled by the company of others and then crippled by loneliness when I leave them. I am terrified and I don't even know of what, because I have lost everything already.
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grief
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
9eca909
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"What did you do?" I scream. "You die, I die too."
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insurgent
tris
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
2d18fa3
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I have never had parents who set good examples, parents whose expectations were worth living up to, but she did. I can see them within her, the courage and the beauty they pressed into her like a handprint.
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tobias
allegiant-quotes
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
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I want to be brave, and selfless, and smart, and kind, and honest.
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factions
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
96bcf88
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I don't need to relive my fears anymore. All I need to do now is try to overcome them.
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inspire
overcome-overcome
four
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
1b44b39
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I feel like myself, strong and weak at once - allowed, at least for a little while, to be both.
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weak
tris
tobias
strong
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Veronica Roth |
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All I can do is stand still- I feel like if I just stand still, I can stop it from being true, I can pretend that everything is all right.
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tobias-eaton
four
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
755305e
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He holds my face in both hands and kisses me back. I press into the distance between us until it is gone, crushing the secrets we have kept and the suspicions we have harbored-for good, I hope.
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tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
577c06b
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Can you tell me where to find Tobias'? I ask. When I imagine his face, affection for him bubbles up inside of me and all I want to do is kiss him. 'Four, I mean. He's so handsome, isn't he? I don't really understand why he likes me so much. I'm not very nice, am I?' -Tris
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dauntless
amity
candor
eurdite
tobias-and-tris
tobias-eaton
divergent
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
ab8b9ee
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In the days that follow, it's movement, not stillness, that helps to keep the grief at bay.
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tobias-eaton
four
tobias
veronica-roth
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Veronica Roth |
b49987b
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I understand why she did all those things, but that doesn't mean we aren't still broken.
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love
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
1f8a5f9
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It is impossible to erase my choices.
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tris
tobias
impossible
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Veronica Roth |
20c3eed
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Now she looks pale and small, but her eyes make me think of wide- open skies that I have never actually seen, only dreamed of.
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skies
tris
tobias
eyes
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Veronica Roth |
0897e34
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I know that change is difficult, and comes slowly, and that it is the work of many days strung together in a long line until the origin of them is forgotten.
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difficult
tobias
peter
hard
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Veronica Roth |
fae2d92
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"Sometimes, all it takes to save people from a terrible fate is one person willing to do something about it. Even if that "something" is a fake bathroom break."
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four
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
2b91375
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Chaos and destruction do tend to take away a person's dating possibilities.
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love
possibility
date
tris
tobias
destruction
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Veronica Roth |
4f83a56
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Stiff. That's why you're strong, get it? - Tobias Eaton
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tobias-eaton
stiff
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
65cbe8c
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People are supossed to aspire to become their fathers, not shudder at the thought.
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fear
four
tobias
marcus
father
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Veronica Roth |
ef5aca5
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Do I look like I've been crying?' I say. 'Hmm.' He leans in close, narrowing his eyes like he's inspecting my face. A smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. Even closer, so we would be breathng the same air- if I could remember to breathe. 'No, Tris,' he says. A more serious look replaces his smile as he adds, 'You look tough as nails.
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four
veronica
tobias
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Veronica Roth |
ed2cd13
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If they told us what to believe, and we didn't come to it on our own, is it still true?
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truth
tris
tobias
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Veronica Roth |