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Amy looks up at me, her eyes melting jade.
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I want her so much that it overrides everything else, every other thought in my head, every instinct, every restraint.
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Beth Revis |
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I have no idea why she needs them. I just know that I'd face another plague to get them for her if I had to. Fortunately, it's a lot easier than that. - Elder
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Beth Revis |
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I have never desired anything more than him in this moment.
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Beth Revis |
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When I finally get out of bed, the only thing I want to do is go straight to Amy and demand her forgiveness. Maybe we can at least go back to what we had before our fight, even if all we had was an awkward friendship punctuated by significant silences.
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Beth Revis |
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If I can only see him in madness, is it worth trying to hold onto sanity?
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sanity
sanity-insanity
visions
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Beth Revis |
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I told Victria that love is a choice, and I told myself that I didn't have to choose Elder, but I can't forget the way my heart stopped when his did.
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across-the-universe
elder
amy-martin
beth-revis
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Beth Revis |
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Silence and stars.
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Beth Revis |
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A leader isn't someone who forces others to make him stronger; a leader is someone willing to give him strength to others so that they may have the strength to stand on their own.
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Beth Revis |
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The first cause of discord is difference. There is no religion on Godspeed. We all speak the same language. We're all monoethnic. And because we are not different, we don't fight. Remember the Crusades I taught you? The genocides? We will never have to worry about those types of horrific events on Godspeed.
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She grips my elbow tighter, somehow finding the thinnest skin to dig her fingernails into. I want to pry her fingers from my arm, but when I look down at her, I can tell she's using me as a lifeline, and I'm not going to be the one to let her drown.
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Beth Revis |
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I have the whole world now, but I don't have him.
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Beth Revis |
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For the past three months, the walls of Goodspeed forced us close together. Now I'm wondering if they were the only things that kept Amy near me.
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Beth Revis |
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If you do this, Nedra, if you choose necromancy... I cannot follow you into that darkness." "Oh, Grey," I said, shifting my bag onto my shoulder. "What do you know of darkness?"
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darkness
necromancy
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Beth Revis |
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I think his chutz is up, don't you?
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Beth Revis |
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As soon as the words slip past my lips, I wish I could grab them with my hands and crush them in my fists. But I can't. The words are there.
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Beth Revis |
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Before, if I thought Christmas, I would have remembered my past on Earth and would have succumbed to the aching sadness for a life I can never have again. Now, I can think the word and not feel anything but a dull ache, a phantom pain for a part of my life that's been amputated. [p.244]
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Beth Revis |
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I cannot imagine a more perfect hell than being trapped inside my own mind.
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my-mind
reverie
stuck
trapped
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Beth Revis |
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Is almost a good enough reason for fear ?
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Beth Revis |
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I click on the deaths and read the names carefully, memorising them. Because here's the simple truth--if I hadn't taken the ship off Phydus, people like ***** and ******* would still be alive. And while I could say that a shorter life with feelings is better than a longer life without, the dead can't tell me their side. [p.88]
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Beth Revis |
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The dark sky. A hundred million stars. More stars than I've ever seen before. My eyes let me see farther, but they don't show me the one thing I want to see. I would trade all the stars in the universe if I could just have him back again. Wind whistles through the trees nearby. Birdsong weaves in and out of the sound. The hybrids emerge from the communication building, heads tilted to the sky. And then we see the end. Godspeed's engin..
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universe
stars
death
aurora
nebula
elder
atu-series
shades-of-earth
burst
galaxy
sky
gone
dead
lost
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When I get to my room, the first thing I do is punch the button that operates the blind over the window. The room dims. Good. I want darkness. ~Amy
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Beth Revis |
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Science can make a heart beat," Jack says softly, each word falling on me like a caress. "But it can't make it race."
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Beth Revis |
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She holds the brightly colored wires in her hand. "Well, that did the trick," she says, smiling."
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Beth Revis |
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We are, at least in part, who we remember ourselves to be. Take away our memories, and you take away our selves.
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part-of-me
take-away
steal
ourselves
self
remember
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All I had to do was die a little, and you get a new planet!" I expected her to laugh, or at least smile. I did not expect her to slap my arm. "You stupid idiot!" she says, smacking me again. "I don't want the new planet without you!" Her eyes round as she realizes what she just said. Anytime we'd gotten this close to talking about before, Amy has shied away from the topic. But now, instead of drawing away from me, she leans closer. Her ha..
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Beth Revis |
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I will do anything to make her happy again, so I give her the stars.
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Beth Revis |
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Frex!
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Beth Revis |
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They'll never truly be able to comprehend how much was lost for their limitless sky.
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Beth Revis |
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This is what I'm king of: a whirling mass of humans who either hate me or ignore me.
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Beth Revis |
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What else can you tell me?" Dad stares at me. "What have you learned while you were awake?" I learned that life is so, so fragile. I learned that you can know someone for just days and never forget the impression he left on you. I learned that art can be beautiful and sad at the same time. I learned that if someone loves you, he'll wait for you to love him back. I learned that how much you want something doesn't determine whether you get it..
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time
life
colonel-martin
shades-of-earth
unfair
nothing
dad
fragile
chaos
art
save
hard
mess
sad
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How ironic it would be, to die at his hands while trying to save him, when he first came to me because he was trying to save me.
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ella-shepard
ironic
saving
dying
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I'm running as if the force of the wind whipping around my body will be enough to keep all the pieces of me from crumbling.
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Beth Revis |
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I feel hollow inside, as if there's a black hole where my heart was, as if I am caving in around myself.
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hollow
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Beth Revis |
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Asi de fragil es la vida de una generacion en una nave espacial: el peso de nuestra existencia se basa en un motor roto.
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Beth Revis |
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I guess when someone's gone from your life for a while, all you think about are the big things. The big regrets, the could-have, should-haves. Or the big moments, the memories that are going to be with you forever, those life-changing moments, like first kisses and first confessions and first trusts. And you think about the lasts too: the last kiss, the last words, the last moments.
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Beth Revis |
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I didn't realise how important the sky was until I didn't have one
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science-fiction-ya
science-fiction-young-adult
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Beth Revis |
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It Will be better to die quickly with only the taste of freedom on our lips than to live long lives pretending not to see the walls that imprison us.
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centauri-earth
shades-of-earth
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Beth Revis |
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Maybe I'm reading too much into this. It's probably nothing. But I've had "nothing" for too long, and I'm ready for . Anything."
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Beth Revis |
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I hug my knees, burying my face in my arms. This room feels very large, and I feel very small.
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Beth Revis |
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A splatter of rain on my skin, but its bright and sunny under the blue sky and Jason's there, and we almost kiss but everything changes and were at that party where we met.
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Beth Revis |
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Of everyone on this ship, even the frozen bodies of my parents, Elder's the only one who handed me truth and waited for me to accept it.
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Beth Revis |
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Images of broken light dance behind my eyelids. How could this giant lamp compare to the sun? Everything is wrong here. Shattered. Broken. Like the light. Like me. I never thought about how important the sky was until I didn't have one. I am surrounded by walls. I have just replaced one box for another.
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wrong
light
claustrophobic
unnatural
metal
walls
broken
images
important
sky
sun
shattered
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Beth Revis |
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Para mi, por siempre, no hay mas Nueva York. Pero, mi corazon susurra, hay un Elder.
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