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And though the coldness I have always felt leaves me, the numbness doesn't and probably never will. this relationship will probably lead to nothing... this didn't change anything. I imagine her smelling clean, like tea...
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cold
numb
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Bret Easton Ellis |
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I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The trade-off was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I'd chosen nothing.
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numb
pain
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Stephenie Meyer |
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I was enveloped in numbness, and absence of feeling so deep the bottom was lost from view.
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haruki-murakami
numb
numbness
the-wind-up-bird-chronicle
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haruki murakami |
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I lived my grief; I slept mourning and ate sorrow and drank tears. I ignored all else.
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death
depression
empty
forget
grief
hollow
ignore
life
loss
mourn
mourning
numb
pass-by
sorrow
tears
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Robin Hobb |
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There are endings. There are beginnings. Sometimes they coincide, with the ending of one thing marking the beginning of another. But sometimes there is simply a long space after an ending, a time when it seems everything else has ended and nothing else can ever begin.
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beginning
coincide
depression
empty
end
ending
initiate
lead
loss
mark
mourn
mourning
numb
passage
show
sign
sorrow
space
start
time
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Robin Hobb |
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He thought perhaps it was a woman's way, to come out of such a storm of emotion and pain as if she were a ship emerging onto calm seas. She had seemed, not at peace, but emptied of sorrow. As if she had run out of that particular emotion and no other one arose to take its place.
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cold
depression
devastation
disappointment
emotion
empty
numb
pain
peace
sadness
ship
sorrow
storm
tragedy
way
woman
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Robin Hobb |
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In the dead of night I stirred. Wakefulness flowed back into me. I was a cup full of sorrow, but that sorrow was stilled, like a pain that abates as long as one does not move.
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awaken
contemplate
depression
full
numb
pain
remember
sorrow
stillness
wakefulness
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Robin Hobb |
7e2900c
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Or you may be such a thunderingly exalted creature as to be altogether deaf and blind to anything but heavenly sights and sounds. Then the earth for you is only a standing place- whether to be like this is your loss or your gain I won't pretend to say.
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blindness
deaf
deafness
naivety
numb
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Joseph Conrad |
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I was last. Sam walked up and held me for a long time. Finally, she whispered in my ear. She said a lot of wonderful things about how it was okay that I wasn't ready last night and how she would miss me and how she wanted me to take care of myself while she was gone. 'You're my best friend,' was all I could say in return. She smiled and kissed my cheek, and it was like for a moment, the bad part of last night disappeared. But it still felt like a goodbye rather than a 'see ya.' The thing was, I didn't cry. I didn't know what I felt. Finally, Sam climbed into her pickup, and Patrick started it up. And a great song was playing. And everyone smiled. Including me. But I wasn't there anymore.
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goodbye
goodbyes
numb
numbness
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Stephen Chbosky |
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And with every step I took it became more impossible for me to turn back. And my mind was empty--or it was as though my mind had become one enormous, anaesthetized wound. I thought only,
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grieving
james-baldwin
leaving
no-turning-back
numb
sad
sorrow
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James Baldwin |
618a9ee
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Kayleigh was right. Without the pills, you really do feel nothing. And nothing can be nice.
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as-they-slip-away
atu-series
drugs
feeling
forgetting
kayleigh
nothing
nothingness
numb
pills
right
selene
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Beth Revis |