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And though the coldness I have always felt leaves me, the numbness doesn't and probably never will. this relationship will probably lead to nothing... this didn't change anything. I imagine her smelling clean, like tea...
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numb
cold
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Bret Easton Ellis |
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I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The trade-off was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I'd chosen nothing.
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pain
numb
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Stephenie Meyer |
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I was enveloped in numbness, and absence of feeling so deep the bottom was lost from view.
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the-wind-up-bird-chronicle
haruki-murakami
numbness
numb
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haruki murakami |
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I lived my grief; I slept mourning and ate sorrow and drank tears. I ignored all else.
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mourning
grief
loss
depression
sorrow
death
life
hollow
pass-by
numb
mourn
empty
ignore
tears
forget
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Robin Hobb |
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There are endings. There are beginnings. Sometimes they coincide, with the ending of one thing marking the beginning of another. But sometimes there is simply a long space after an ending, a time when it seems everything else has ended and nothing else can ever begin.
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mourning
time
loss
depression
sorrow
start
ending
beginning
coincide
initiate
lead
mark
sign
numb
mourn
empty
passage
show
end
space
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Robin Hobb |
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He thought perhaps it was a woman's way, to come out of such a storm of emotion and pain as if she were a ship emerging onto calm seas. She had seemed, not at peace, but emptied of sorrow. As if she had run out of that particular emotion and no other one arose to take its place.
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tragedy
pain
woman
depression
emotion
sorrow
sadness
ship
devastation
numb
empty
way
storm
peace
cold
disappointment
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Robin Hobb |
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In the dead of night I stirred. Wakefulness flowed back into me. I was a cup full of sorrow, but that sorrow was stilled, like a pain that abates as long as one does not move.
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pain
depression
sorrow
stillness
contemplate
awaken
full
numb
wakefulness
remember
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Robin Hobb |
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Or you may be such a thunderingly exalted creature as to be altogether deaf and blind to anything but heavenly sights and sounds. Then the earth for you is only a standing place- whether to be like this is your loss or your gain I won't pretend to say.
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deafness
naivety
blindness
numb
deaf
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Joseph Conrad |
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I was last. Sam walked up and held me for a long time. Finally, she whispered in my ear. She said a lot of wonderful things about how it was okay that I wasn't ready last night and how she would miss me and how she wanted me to take care of myself while she was gone. 'You're my best friend,' was all I could say in return. She smiled and kissed my cheek, and it was like for a moment, the bad part of last night disappeared. But it still felt like a goodbye rather than a 'see ya.' The thing was, I didn't cry. I didn't know what I felt. Finally, Sam climbed into her pickup, and Patrick started it up. And a great song was playing. And everyone smiled. Including me. But I wasn't there anymore.
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numbness
goodbyes
numb
goodbye
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Stephen Chbosky |
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And with every step I took it became more impossible for me to turn back. And my mind was empty--or it was as though my mind had become one enormous, anaesthetized wound. I thought only,
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sorrow
no-turning-back
james-baldwin
leaving
numb
grieving
sad
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James Baldwin |
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Kayleigh was right. Without the pills, you really do feel nothing. And nothing can be nice.
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as-they-slip-away
kayleigh
selene
atu-series
pills
feeling
nothing
nothingness
numb
forgetting
right
drugs
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Beth Revis |