62bb2e1
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I don't think I can marry, I'm not fit for it, I'm not real enough. That's the trouble. I'm a puppet that's realised what's wrong with itself and it's . I'm propped up somewhere all alone, watching the real people go past. I'm propped up crying in a corner.
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iris-murdoch
left-out
metaphor
misery
outsider
sad
single
the-message-to-the-planet
unloved
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Iris Murdoch |
b8cabb6
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Your infatuation will end in tears.
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heartbreak
infatuation
iris-murdoch
tears
the-message-to-the-planet
warning
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Iris Murdoch |
db5ae62
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Your coldness has ruined my life. All right, you didn't mean it, all right I was a schoolgirl, but you could have been kinder to someone who said they loved you, you could have been gentle and grateful.
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declaration-of-love
harsh
iris-murdoch
rejection
ruined-lives
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
062fa4e
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You can't magic yourself out of the situation, you've got to live it as decently and as grimly as you can.
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grim
iris-murdoch
magic
the-message-to-the-planet
trapped
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Iris Murdoch |
a8d219c
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He was glad that he had expressed to her, however blunderingly, what he felt. He was glad that he had held her hand.
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holding-hands
iris-murdoch
no-regrets
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
9f3a0e8
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The agony was of suddenly feeling herself so separate and so secret.
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iris-murdoch
isolated
secret
secretive
separate
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
d22274c
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He felt himself falling into a state, very common when he was younger, of being totally cut off from the society he was in.
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dissociation
iris-murdoch
outsider
social-anxiety
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
089664c
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But the spark vanished, there was no longed-for recognition, no dawning sign of recovery. The love she had learnt in tending him was an enclosed love, muted and maimed, already mourning. They would never communicate now.
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iris-murdoch
missed-opportunity
sad
star-crossed-lovers
the-message-to-the-planet
unrequited-love
unspoken
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Iris Murdoch |
fb14f8a
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She could not bear the tenderness which a dog would evoke, she did not want the pain of another love. She knew how very much, how desperately, she would love her dog; and dogs are vulnerable and short-lived and die.
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iris-murdoch
love
painful
pets
tenderness
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
2f07ad3
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But I can't do anything for him and he can't do anything for me. We must wail in our own corners.
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comfortless
grief
iris-murdoch
isolated
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
5a2b875
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She was not just a wild creature, she was a wounded creature.
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iris-murdoch
the-message-to-the-planet
wild
wounded
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Iris Murdoch |
b5e3676
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Sometimes I feel I am crammed with demons.
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demons
internal-struggle
iris-murdoch
possessed
the-message-to-the-planet
tormented
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Iris Murdoch |
f0518c2
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The unspoken words trembled in the air.
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the-message-to-the-planet
trembled
unspoken
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Iris Murdoch |
31f0f02
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He did not touch her but enjoyed the particular intimate pain of the tension between them.
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intimate
iris-murdoch
pain
tension
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
5d08208
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Oh what an ill fate it was that has made me love that man.
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iris-murdoch
love
misfortune
the-message-to-the-planet
toxic-relationships
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Iris Murdoch |
9707da8
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I adore your jealousy, especially when it's so misplaced. I expect Shakespeare wrote a sonnet about that.
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humor
iris-murdoch
jealousy
misplaced
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
e0d7d64
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He wanted to be a universal man . . . and I suppose that isn't possible now. He belongs in fifteenth-century Italy. This age doesn't suit him.
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old-soul
out-of-place
out-of-time
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
e7c0f3e
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You talk of freedom -- I've never had it! I've been lonely and miserable and in despair, and you want me to consent to all that all over again!
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freedom
iris-murdoch
lonely
misery
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
cf79420
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"Is your father writing a book?" said Alison. "No. He's existing. Some people live, like the rest of us, like the people in your plays. He just exists."
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iris-murdoch
living
the-message-to-the-planet
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Iris Murdoch |
a68af5b
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Anywhere is dangerous if you carry danger with you.
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dangerous
inner-turmoil
iris-murdoch
the-message-to-the-planet
troubled
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Iris Murdoch |
d7adc61
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Now, when she felt so deeply connected to him, they were finally estranged.
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connection
estranged
iris-murdoch
star-crossed-lovers
the-message-to-the-planet
unrequited-love
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Iris Murdoch |
33c175b
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I'm not young. I've never had any youth.
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burdens
iris-murdoch
old-soul
sad
the-message-to-the-planet
youth
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Iris Murdoch |