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The truth was she couldn't do ugly things. She was too beautiful.
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The thing I felt most clearly, when the first corner was turned, was that I had escaped. Obscurer, but no less strong, was the feeling that she loved me more than I loved her, and that consequently I had in some indefinable way won.
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John Fowles |
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My only certainty in life is that I shall one day die. I can be certain of nothing else in the future. But either we survive (and so far in human history a vast majority has always survived) and having survived when we might not have done so gives us what we call happiness; or we do not survive and do not know it.
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John Fowles |
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He stared to sea. "I gave up all ideas of practicing medicine. In spite of what I have just said about the wave and the water, in those years in France I am afraid I lived a selfish life. That is, I offered myself every pleasure. I traveled a great deal. I lost some money dabbling in the theatre, but I made much more dabbling on the Bourse. I gained a great many amusing friends, some of whom are now quite famous. But I was never very happy...
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unhappiness
rich
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John Fowles |
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You use your life.
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John Fowles |
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I hate people who collect things and classify things and give them names and then forget all about them. That's what people are always doing in art. They call a painter an impressionist or a cubist or something and then they put him in a drawer and don't see him as a living individual painter any more.
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names
hate
people
living
classify
collectors
cubism
cubist
drawer
impressionism
impressionist
painter
naming
individual
collect
forget
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Love is something that comes in different clothes, with a different way and different face, and perhaps it takes a long time for you to accept it, to be able to call it love.
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John Fowles |
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You despise the real bourgeois classes for all their snobbishness and their snobbish voices and ways. You do, don't you? Yet all you put in their place is a horrid little refusal to have nasty thoughts or do nasty things or be nasty in any way. Do you know that every great thing in the story of art and every beautiful thing in life is actually what you call nasty or has been caused by feelings that you would call nasty? By passion, by love,..
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hatred
thoughts
feelings
passion
beauty
life
love
truth
bourgeois
despise
horrid
refusal
snobbish
snob
classes
nasty
snobbishness
class
beautiful
thought
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Everything free and decent in life is being locked away in filthy little cellars by beastly people who don't care.
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free
people
care
life
beastly
cellars
decent
filthy
locked
cellar
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John Fowles |
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A look I shall never forget, because it was almost one of hatred, and hatred in her face was like spite in the Virgen Mary's; it reversed the entire order of nature.
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John Fowles |
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Charles gave his hat to Mary, set his lapels, wished he were dead, then went down the hall and into his ordeal.
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John Fowles |
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Ia - ego bezumie. Gody naprolet on iskal, vo chto by voplotit' svoe bezumie. I nashel menia.
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John Fowles |
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If Rome, a city of the vulgar living, had been depressing after Greece, London, a city of the drab dead, was fifty times worse.
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John Fowles |
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I suppose I'd had, by the standards of that pre-permissive time, a good deal of sex for my age. Girls, or a certain kind of girl, liked me; I had a car-not so common among undergraduates in those days-and I had some money. I wasn't ugly; and even more important, I had my loneliness, which, as every cad knows, is a deadly weapon with women. My 'technique' was to make a show of unpredictability, cynicism, and indifference. Then, like a conjur..
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seduction-technique
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John Fowles |
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Your first reaction is the characteristic one of your contrasuggestible century: to disbelieve, to disprove. I see this very clearly underneath your politeness.
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disproof
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John Fowles |
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Not that I will paint in my own way, live in my own way, speak in my own way--they don't mind that. It even excites them. But what they can't stand is that I hate them when they don't behave in their own way.
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John Fowles |
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Because they died, we know we still live. Because a star explodes and a thousand worlds like ours die, we know this world is. That is the smile: that what might not be, is.
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death
possibilities
smile
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John Fowles |
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One writes things and the implications shriek- it's like suddenly realizing one's deaf.
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John Fowles |
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You have shared your secret. I think you will find it to be an unburdening in many other ways. You have very considerable natural advantages. You have nothing to fear from life. A day will come when these recent unhappy years may seem no more than that cloud-stain over there upon Chesil Bank. You shall stand in sunlight--and smile at your own past sorrows.
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past
secrets
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John Fowles |
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I'm Emma with her silly little clever-clever theories of love and marriage, and love is something that comes in different clothes, with a different way and different face, and perhaps it takes a long time for you to accept it, to be able to call it love.
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John Fowles |
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She had only a candle's light to see by, but candlelight never did badly by any woman.
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women
humor
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But he was absolutely alone. No one ever wrote to him. Visited him. Totally alone. And I believe the happiest man I have ever met.
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solitude
loneliness
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Nice girl, dear boy." "Oh . . ." I shrugged. "You know." "Most attractive." "Cheaper than central heating." "I'm sure."
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nice-girl
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John Fowles |
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Man is an everlack, an infinite withoutness, afloat on an apparently endless ocean of apparently endless indifference to individual things. Obscurely he sees catastrophes happening to other rafts, rafts that are too distant for him to determine whether they have other humans aboard, but too numerous and too identical for him to presume that they have not.
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John Fowles |
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The river of life, of mysterious laws and mysterious choice, flows past a deserted embankment; and along that other deserted embankment Charles now begins to pace, a man behind the invisible gun carriage on which rests his own corpse. He walks towards an imminent, self-given death? I think not; for he has at which to build; has already begun, though he would still bitterly deny it, thought there are tears in his eyes to support his denial, ..
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life
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He makes me change, he makes me want to dance round him, bewilder him, dazzle him, dumbfound him. He' so slow, so unimaginative, so lifeless. Like zinc white. I see it's a sort of tyranny he has over me. He forces me to be changeable, to act. To show off. The hateful tyranny of weak people.
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John Fowles |
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In our age it is not sex that raises its ugly head, but love.
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sex
modernity
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lshy' lwHyd ldhy l ynbGy 'n yHdth byn rjl w mr'@ qdm lHb lb`Dhm hw lkdhb
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John Fowles |
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It was not the mask I was afraid of...but of what lay behind the mask. The eternal source of all fear, all horror, all real evil, man himself
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John Fowles |
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Death starves us of life. So we learn to fabricate our own immortalities.
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immortality
life
fabricate
immortalities
fabrication
starve
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A mixture, before the English, of irritation and bafflement, of having this same language, same past, so many same things, and yet not belonging to them any more. Being worse than rootless... speciesless.
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past
belong
rootless
speciesless
irritation
belonging
english
roots
language
england
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John Fowles |
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I could offer no consolation and I do not think he wanted any. There are situations in which consolation only threatens the equilibrium that time has instituted.
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John Fowles |
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Greece is like a mirror. It makes you suffer. Then you learn.
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John Fowles |
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Liking other people is an illusion we have to cherish in ourselves if we are to live in society. It
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John Fowles |
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Talking about acting is like boasting about pictures you're going to paint. The most terrible bad form.
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John Fowles |
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There comes a time in each life like a point of fulcrum. At that time you must accept yourself. It is not any more what you will become. It is what you are and always will be.
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John Fowles |
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Siradan insan uygarligin lanetidir.
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fiction
psycology
crime
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Forse voi credete che i romanzieri abbiano sempre un piano predeterminato per il loro lavoro, e che il futuro previsto nel primo capitolo sia sempre, inesorabilmente, il presente del tredicesimo. In realta i romanzieri scrivono per un'infinita varieta di ragioni: per il denaro, per la fama, per i recensori, per i genitori, per gli amici, per le persone amate; per vanita, per orgoglio, per curiosita, per divertimento: nello stesso modo in cu..
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John Fowles |
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Ogni epoca, ogni epoca colpevole, erige alte mura intorno alle sue Versailles; e io personalmente le odio ancora di piu quando vengono costruite dalla letteratura e dall'arte.
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John Fowles |
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there are times when silence is a poem.
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John Fowles |
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It was curious how quiet that last evening was; as if I had already left, and we were just two ghosts talking to each other.
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quietness
separation
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John Fowles |
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The feeling that he would probably betray me. And I've always thought of marriage as a sort of young adventure, two people of the same age setting out together, discovering together, growing together. But I would have nothing to tell him, nothing to show him. All the helping would be on his side.
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John Fowles |
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Lizards flashed up the pine-trunks like living emerald necklaces.
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John Fowles |
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Long afterwards I realized why some men, racing drivers and their like, become addicted to speed. There are those of us who never see death ahead, but eternally behind: in any moment that stops and thinks.
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