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9043adb What would she have? Coke, said Annie. And when she tasted the familiar drink, how much less scary the world was, and how much less frightening her task. Caroline B. Cooney
59f8f03 SUICIDAL IDEATION. That would be a good band name, I think. Ned Vizzini
e645f53 I shrug. I don't really need to explain this to Aaron. He's been demoted from most important friend to friend, and he's going to have to earn that, even. And you know what else? I don't owe people anything, and I don't have to talk to them any more than I feel I need to. friends friendship Ned Vizzini
b2baf44 Yeah, and she's really screwed up, as screwed up as me, but I don't look at that as an insult. I look at that as a chance to connect. Ned Vizzini
0b1ed24 one quarter of your life is spent as a minor; you might as well make the best of it. Ned Vizzini
160a027 Forget the midlife crisis," I say. "It's all about the sixth-life crisis." Ned Vizzini
ae622a3 You deserve them because you chose them. You could have left them all behind but you chose to stay here. Ned Vizzini
9e852d0 Then I get up and turn on the light. (Did anyone notice I was in here in the dark? Did they see the lack of light under the crack and notice it like a roach? Did Nia see?) Then I look in the mirror. I look so normal. I look like I've always looked, like I did before the fall of last year. Dark hair and dark eyes and one snaggled tooth. Big eyebrows that meet in the middle. A long nose, sort of twisted. Pupils that are naturally large--it's .. Ned Vizzini
02e4cca Who hasn't thought about killing themselves, as a kid? How can you grow up in this world and not think about it? Ned Vizzini
c1f872a your relationship with air--that's key. You can't break up with air. relationship Ned Vizzini
1300055 I was already obsessed. The test had offended me by giving me questions I couldn't answer. I intended to kill it. Ned Vizzini
8b7b809 I don't want to brag, but if I go through this, and I go back to camp, I'll have something unique to talk about. I can be like, 'Hey, not only am I not a virgin, I lost my virginity to a frog-headed exotic dancer.' Will that be something to brag about or something to be ashamed of? Ned Vizzini
3b47c19 Verbal Greeting, Refusal to Touch Hands, Public Denial of Formerly Agreed-upon Opinion, Refusal to Repeat a Joke and Mortification Event (a catch-all). I use the Humiliation Ned Vizzini
fbe150d The therapists told you that you needed to find happiness within yourself before you got it from another person... Ned Vizzini
17089e6 Someday someone is going to find this pelvis sexy or I'll never have children. Ned Vizzini
bb4a4f3 My brother,' Mortin says as Leidan shuffles away. 'So much potential, wasted.' He takes a swig of beer. I wonder whose potential he really thinks is wasted. I look through his upturned drink at the walls and ceiling. Things look sadder when glimpsed through alcohol. Ned Vizzini
b9af3d6 If Bobby can get a place to live, I think, then I can get a life worth living. Ned Vizzini
cb92324 Wherever Cool is, anyway, I missed it, and now I'm stuck observing these machinations or sex and status and dancing and parties and people sucking at each other under the bleacher seating like some kind of freak, when I'm not the freak; Rich is the freak. Clearly. When I grow up, that had better be understood and I had better be compensated, or I'm going to shoot myself in the head. coming-of-age cool freak sex teenagers teens Ned Vizzini
7dab461 I used to not want to call them shrinks, but now that I've been through so many, I feel entitled to it. It's an adult term, and it's disrespectful, and I'm more than two thirds adult and I'm pretty disrespectful, so what the hell. Ned Vizzini
851a821 I'll get up and bike to the Brooklyn Bridge and throw myself off it. Ned Vizzini
f4c0962 We came up to the first tower of the bridge, with a plaque proclaiming who had built it; I stopped to read. John Roebling. Aided by his wife, and then his son. He died during construction. But hey, the Brooklyn Bridge might be here for eight hundred years. I wanted to leave something like that behind. I didn't know how I was going to do it, but I felt like I had taken the first steps Ned Vizzini
7fa8010 But your relationship with air--that's key. You can't break up with air. You're kind of stuck together. Only slightly less crucial is water. And then food. You can't be dropping food to hang with someone else. You need to strike up an agreement with it. Ned Vizzini
82651dc Life is not cured, Mr. Gilner." Dr. Mahmoud leans in. "Life is managed." Ned Vizzini
a9d66e3 We all live within time. It rules us. mental-health time young-adult Ned Vizzini
cfef336 It is five in the morning. I have woken up without any alarm. I have woken up because the thoughts are so loud, and none of them mean me well. Ned Vizzini
0cb6680 I was in some one else's house, so I woke up early - at eight - with that crazy sleeping-at-someone-else's-house energy. Ned Vizzini
f23879e I can smell the sex on her. I hope she smells the love on me. lust Ned Vizzini
7b4c1ce After college, I went through my own shit and decided that all physical suffering in the world couldn't compare to mental anguish. And when I got myself, I decided to help other people. mental-illness psychiatry Ned Vizzini
3ab98bb Where are you supposed to put your arms when you dance? It's like the Universal Question. Ned Vizzini
3534064 At least I'm giving someone an example not to follow. Ned Vizzini
40f92d6 Life's not about feeling better; it's about getting the job done. Ned Vizzini
d4eec9c I'm still a nobody. When am I going to not be a nobody? Ned Vizzini
2d15c6b You're not getting in anything, so between us it's going to be outcest, and that's just another word for friendship. --Jocelyn Lawson Walter Dean Myers
ae27617 Maybe being loved wasn't enough; maybe there was something else you needed not to get in trouble. Walter Dean Myers
34b3a4f Let me think Thinking is all I have If wisdom is a pretense Then let me pretend to be wise wise Walter Dean Myers
25a53fe Go. Think. Turn black into white. Night into day. I am tired of thinking. I know where it will lead me and I don't Want to be there. Go love. Do your thinking. thinking Walter Dean Myers
efbee93 The idea of voluntary segregation went against every value I had been taught. What did being born black have to do with excellence? Walter Dean Myers
a2b2b9a A happy fly If I live Or if I die William Blake
a7dcbff Violence was just as much about WHAT was happening as it was how it happened. Walter Dean Myers
9a4cb9a L)ife is like walking between two tall buildings on a tightrope. For some, the rope is wide enough and the walk is easy. For others, it's narrow and hard and maybe there's a strong wind blowing through their days Walter Dean Myers
88cecb9 But in the end, we learn we can forgive most people. The cushion of mortality makes their wrongdoing seem less dark, and whatever roads they traveled seem less foolhardy. Walter Dean Myers
f1f17c8 I believe that inspiration will always try its best to work with you--but if you are not ready or available, it may indeed choose to leave you and to search for a different human collaborator. Elizabeth Gilbert
f804e02 People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mat.. soul-mate Elizabeth Gilbert
499c15a sometimes you count the days, sometimes you weigh them. life Elizabeth Gilbert