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0757d45 Patience was part of his nature, and he accepted his lot as a short-lived mammal, scurrying in and out amid the roots of the giants. impermanence life mortality temporality Ruth Ozeki
2c560b5 Death is certain. Life is always changing, like a puff of wind in the air, or a wave in the sea, or even a thought in the mind. life uncertainty Ruth Ozeki
3a54e7a memories are time beings, too, like cherry blossoms or ginkgo leaves; for a while they are beautiful, and then they fade and die. Ruth Ozeki
367071d Maybe this is a good time to describe how old Jiko looks, because actually I was totally shocked that first day in the bath. You have to remember that she is a hundred and four years old, and if you've never hung out with an extremely old person before, well, I'm telling you, it's intense. What I mean is that even though they still have arms and legs and tits and crotches like other human beings, extremely old people look more like aliens o.. Ruth Ozeki
a2dc666 Glubinnye pobuzhdeniia Vselennoi pozvolili moei zhizni dlit'sia, za chto ia gluboko i smirenno blagodarna. Ruth Ozeki
53bcdef Dziko Iasutani, monakhinia dzen, skazala mne kak-to vo sne, chto nel'zia poniat', chto znachit zhit' na etoi zemle, poka ne poimesh', chto takoe vremennoe sushchestvo, a poniat', chto takoe vremennoe sushchestvo, mozhno, esli poniat', chto takoe moment. Vo sne ia sprosila ee: Potom ia reshila proverit', i okazalos', chto imenno eto chislo nazyvaet uchitel' Dogen v svoem glavnom trude -- <> (< life Ruth Ozeki
44b8786 39] life Ruth Ozeki
a564b72 Imenno v etoi glave on khvalit molodykh monakhov za uporstvo na puti k probuzhdeniiu i ob'iasniaet granuliarnuiu prirodu vremeni: 6 400 099 980 momentov sostavliaiut odin den'. Tsel' ego rassuzhdenii -- pokazat', chto kazhdyi iz etikh momentov daet vozmozhnost' dlia voleiz'iavleniia. Dazhe shchelchok pal'tsami, govorit on, predostavliaet nam shest'desiat shest' vozmozhnostei dlia probuzhdeniia i vybora deistvii, kotorye sozdadut nam blagopr.. life Ruth Ozeki
d08e462 I am more grateful now than ever for the way you raised us, teaching us the value of kindness, of education, of independent thinking and liberal ideals, in the face of the fascism that is sweeping our country. Ruth Ozeki
cf57ab3 In your diary, you quoted old Jiko saying something about not-knowing, how not-knowing is the most intimate way, or did I just dream that? Anyway, I've been thinking about this a lot, and I think maybe it's true, even though I don't really like uncertainty. I'd much rather 'know', but then again, not-knowing keeps all the possibilities open. It keeps all the worlds alive. life not-knowing possibilities uncertainty Ruth Ozeki
86d0617 V svoem dnevnike ty tsitiruesh' vyskazyvanie Dziko -- chto-to naschet neznaniia, vrode neznanie sblizhaet liudei sil'nee, chem chto by to ni bylo eshche, ili mne eto prosto prisnilos'? V obshchem, ia mnogo ob etom dumala, i mne kazhetsia, tak ono i est', khotia, v printsipe, ia ne liubitel' neopredelennosti. Ia by predpochla znat', no opiat' zhe, neznanie ostavliaet vse vozmozhnosti otkrytymi. Ostavliaet v zhivykh vse miry. Ruth Ozeki
3ee67cb Proshloe -- strannaia shtuka. Net, pravda, ono voobshche sushchestvuet? Oshchushchenie takoe, chto sushchestvuet, no gde? I esli ono sushchestvovalo, no seichas ne sushchestvuet, to kuda ono delos'? Ruth Ozeki
749f325 Ty staraesh'sia zabyt' ob etom, no, tol'ko ty zabyvaesh', ryba opiat' nachinaet trepykhat'sia u tebia pod serdtsem, napominaia, chto proizoshlo chto-to sovershenno uzhasnoe. Ruth Ozeki
5986c27 Esli tebe prikhodilos' kogda-nibud' vesti dnevnik, ty znaesh' -- problema s opisaniem proshlogo skryvaetsia v nastoiashchem: dazhe esli pishesh' ochen' bystro, vse ravno vechno zastrevaesh' v togda i nikogda ne uspevaesh' za tem, chto proiskhodit seichas, a eto znachit, chto seichas obrecheno na vymiranie. Beznadega, pravda. Ruth Ozeki
6982569 Suitsid -- eto ochen' glubokaia tema, no poskol'ku Vam interesno, ia postaraius' poiasnit' dlia Vas moi soobrazheniia. Na protiazhenii vsei svoei istorii my, iapontsy, s uvazheniem otnosilis' k suitsidu. Dlia nas eto iavlenie krasoty, navechno pridaiushchee smysl, i formu, i chest' nashei zhizni. Eto sposob soobshchit' maksimal'nuiu real'nost' oshchushcheniiu, chto my zhivy. Mnogie tysiachi let eto nasha traditsiia. Potomu chto, vidite li, .. life suicide Ruth Ozeki
e510058 Old Jiko is supercareful with her time. She does everything really really slowly, even when she's just sitting on the veranda, looking out at the dragonflies spinning lazily around the garden pond. She says that she does everything really really slowly in order to spread time out so that she'll have more of it and live longer, and then she laughs so you know she is telling you a joke. I mean, she understands perfectly well that time isn't s.. Ruth Ozeki
40bb1e4 Eto to samoe chuvstvo, kogda kholodnaia ryba umiraet u tebia v zhivote. Ty staraesh'sia zabyt' ob etom, no, tol'ko ty zabyvaesh', ryba opiat' nachinaet trepykhat'sia u tebia pod serdtsem, napominaia, chto proizoshlo chto-to sovershenno uzhasnoe. Ruth Ozeki
4f5f36a Kvantovaia informatsiia -- eto kak informatsiia iz sna, -- skazal on. -- My ne mozhem pokazat' ee drugim, a kogda my pytaemsia ee opisat', my meniaem pamiat' o nei Ruth Ozeki
26de3ef Astrofizik Adam Frank skazal mne, chto naschet kvantovoi mekhaniki vazhno pomnit' odno: nesmotria na mnozhestvo interpretatsii, vkliuchaia kopengagenskuiu i gipotezu o mnozhestvennosti mirov, sama po sebe kvantovaia mekhanika -- eto tol'ko raschety. Eto mashina dlia predskazaniia rezul'tata eksperimenta. Eto palets, ukazyvaiushchii na lunu. Professor Frank imel v vidu odin staryi buddiiskii koan pro Shestogo patriarkha dzen, kotoryi byl neg.. цiкаво Ruth Ozeki
89249d8 The temple drum is as big as a barrel, and it sits on a tall wooden platform. When you play it, you stand in front, facing the stretched hide, trying to control your breathing, which is jumping all over the place because you are so nervous. The priests and nuns are chanting by the big altar, and you listen for your cue, which is getting closer and closer. Then, at just the right moment, you take a big breath, raise your sticks, draw back yo.. Ruth Ozeki
6af96c6 In reality, every reader, while he is reading, is the reader of his own self. The writer's work is merely a kind of optical instrument, which he offers to the reader to permit him to discern what, without the book, he would perhaps never have seen in himself. The reader's recognition in his own self of what the book says is the proof of its truth. Ruth Ozeki
bfd2362 I have to hurry up and write them down before I forget. I have a pretty good memory, but memories are time beings, too, like cherry blossoms or ginkgo leaves; for a while they are beautiful, and then they fade and die. Ruth Ozeki
032e6a3 I don't know why I keep asking you these questions. It's not like I expect you to answer, and even if you did answer, how would I know? But maybe that doesn't matter. Maybe when I ask you a question like "You doing okay?" you should just tell me, even if I can't hear you, and then I'll just sit here and imagine what you might say. You might say, "sure thing, Nao. I'm okay. I'm doing just fine." "Okay, awesome" I would say to you, and then w.. friendship hope intuition soul-connections Ruth Ozeki
4fe9bcb I was deep inside my mind, which is where I go when things get too intense. Ruth Ozeki
81c1422 The moment I saw the gate I had a strong thought to turn around and throw myself headfirst down the steep stone steps or just let myself free-fall backward into the pillowy softness of eternity, and it wouldn't matter if I bumped and bounced like a cabbage all the way down until I hit the bottom and then rolled out to sea, because at least I'd be safe and dead. Ruth Ozeki
8302ba0 Over and over, I ran at the sea, beating it until I was so tired I could barely stand. And then the next time I fell down, I just lay there and let the waves wash over me, and I wondered what would happen if I stopped trying to get back up. Just let my body go. Would I be washed out to sea? The sharks would eat my limbs and organs. Little fish would feed on my fingertips. My beautiful white bones would fall to the bottom of the ocean, where.. Ruth Ozeki
c893b4b Although he claimed not to understand matters of human conscience, it was precisely his own conscience that led him to question the status quo, and which would cost Ruth Ozeki
c75f499 6,400,099,980 moments that constitute a single day. His point is that every single one of those moments provides an opportunity to reestablish our will. Even the snap of a finger, he says, provides us with sixty-five opportunities to wake up and to choose actions that will produce beneficial karma and turn our lives around. choices desicions inspirational life opportunities time will Ruth Ozeki
1e4b21e What is the half-life of information? Ruth Ozeki
5d448f2 You just want an excuse to stay," she whispered. "You two, you're fucking addicted to each other. You are literally going to be a nuclear family, you do know that? You will explode." Gillian Flynn
6794c06 I really like drumming. While I'm doing it, I am aware of the sixty-five moments that Jiko says are in the snap of a finger. I'm serious. When you're beating a drum, you can hear when the BOOM comes the teeniest bit too late or the teeniest bit too early, because your whole attention is focused on the razor edge between silence and noise. Finally I achieved my goal and resolved my childhood obsession with NOW, when silence becomes a sound s.. Ruth Ozeki
6ae767a It was the most ordinary thing in the world, but it felt like we were doing something illegal, lovers or something, because in Japan dads don't generally hug and kiss their kids. Don't ask me why. They just don't. But we kissed and hugged because we were American, at least in our hearts, and then we'd both step away really fast in case anyone was watching. Ruth Ozeki
e904503 She chuckled to herself and wiped her eyes with her crooked old finger. Sometimes when she told stories about the past her eyes would get teary from all the memories she had, but they weren't tears. She wasn't crying. They were just the memories, leaking out. Ruth Ozeki
84e6192 I have been caused to live by the deep conditions of the universe to which I am humbly and deeply grateful. Ruth Ozeki
72479d4 It was the most ordinary thing in the world, but it felt like we were lovers or something, because in Japan dads don't generally hug and kiss their kids. Don't ask me why. They just don't. But we kissed and hugged because we were American, at least in our hearts, and then we'd both step away really fast in case anyone was watching. Ruth Ozeki
cb28a05 what's the point in beating yourself up when other people will do it for you? Ruth Ozeki
572ec88 My last thoughts, measured out in drops of ink. Ruth Ozeki
1331716 we must keep up our studies even as civilization collapses around us. Ruth Ozeki
ce6affa Does the half-life of information correlate with the decay of our attention? Ruth Ozeki
cd42324 Blessed Stars, please make this world into a place where we will never again be forced to kill an enemy whom we cannot hate. Were such a thing to come about, I would not complain even if my body were torn to pieces again and again. Ruth Ozeki
46967ea even a fraction of a second, we have the opportunity to choose, and to turn the course of our action either toward the attainment of truth or away from it. Each instant is utterly critical to the whole world. Ruth Ozeki
448489e saddened. Cheered at the thought of the many instants that arise and are available to do good in the world. Saddened by all the misspent moments that have piled on top of each other and led us to this war. Ruth Ozeki
9de364f crepuscular Ruth Ozeki
8c072f7 As he ran through the dense understory, he could read the signs of arboreal intrigue, the drama and power struggles as species vied for control over a patch of sunlight, or giant firs and fungal spores opted to work together for their mutual benefit. He could see time unfolding here, and history, embedded in the whorls and fractal forms of nature, and he would come home, sweating and breathless, and tell her what he'd seen. Ruth Ozeki